Dark Side of the Moon

Summery: Ichigo's first time meeting Shirosaki in his inner world. A one shot! Not a three shot. Please enjoy!

WARNING!!! This definitely starts out as non-consensual, but Ichigo eventually likes it.

I do not condone rape, nor do I think the victims of rape wanted it.

In Order to Fight: Part 1/1

//Damn it, damn it, damn it!!! I can't die yet...not here...not now...stop bleeding...I have to stand up and move//

“Do you want to fight?” A watery voice said, questioning and spiteful at the same time. Was it Zangetsu? No, it felt similar to him, but it was different... “TO fight or to live, choose!”

“I want to win!!!”

“Very well.” Cold hands brushed up against my temple. “I'll take you there.”

The feeling of rushing down at a great speed overcame me, leaving me dizzy. I cracked open my eyes to discover I was in my inner world, the one from when Urahara got my Shinigami powers back.

“Hello, King.” I turned around to see...me? It was a smirking figure that looked similar to me, but had white skin, white hair, black eyes and a white hakama. And his irises were...yellow? They reminded me of a hollows. “Surprised to see me?”

“Who are you? Where's Zangetsu?”

The figure took a step closer to me, but I refused to back up. “Old man Zan isn't here right now.”

“Then who are you?”

“I ain't got a name.” I frowned at that and looked around my world. His power pressed down on me, almost suffocating, but somehow familiar.

“What the hell are you!?”

“What a mean thing to say! Partner...” I frowned at him and he smiled. Those sharp teeth made me shudder slightly. “'m not so bad, once ya get to know me.” He lifted his hand and set it on the top of my head. I had to fight not to move out from underneath it, I wasn't going to be the one backing down. “Ya sure did a number on the old man. I'm here ta make sure yur punished.” Punished? I'm not sure I like the sound of that. “Don't worry, I'll take care of ya.” With that he shoved me down, making me fall down onto my back with a painful thump. “The Old Man was nice enough to let me choose how ta punish ya.”

I tried to crawl backwards, wondering what the hell he was going to do to me, but he knelt down and grabbed my ankles, yanking me back so my legs were on either side of his waist. “If ya struggle I'll just hurt ya more.”

“What the hell are you doing!?”

“If ya stay still yur gonna find out.”

He grabbed the front of my hakama and ripped it open. I tried to push him away but he pushed it down to my elbow and then tied it together, making it impossible for me to move my arms.

“That's a really good look for ya.” I growled at him which made him snicker. And I still hadn't figured out what was going on. “Has anyone told ya how hot you are?”

My entire body stilled when he said that and furrowed my eyebrows. “...what?” I hoped I had heard wrong, that this was some kind of cruel joke.

“Yur just so fuckable.” Shit, I had heard right. I lifted my leg to kick the albino man away but my legs were easily caught. “And so frisky! That's good...” He grabbed my pants and untied them quickly, jerking them off leg by led. Shit, I had never been so exposed before. “Ya are beautiful, my partner...” He trailed off as his eyes roved over my body. “I just want ta taste ya.” He gripped my legs on either side of his body and bent down, licking the side of my neck.

“Stop you bastard!” I screamed.

“Nope.” My entire body was trembling with fear now as his hips brushed against my bare ass, his hard on instantly recognizable. His hands slid up my leg to my inner thighs, then to my ass where his fingers brushed against my entrance.

I tried to buck my hips away but he pressed them back down. “Please stop!” I begged.

“'m not gonna do that.” He frowned slightly, studying me carefully. “This is punishment, remember.” He smiled as his fingers continued to prod at the skin around my entrance. “But I guess I don't have ta rip ya apart. It'll be painful enough as it is.” I sighed with relief as he pulled the fingers away, then frowned as he pulled them into his mouth and sucked on two of them. What was he doing now? Then the bastard smirked at me and shoved them into my ass.

“Shit!” I screamed and struggled to get away. Fuck, it really hurt...tears streamed down my face as I sobbed. The white man leaned over and licked at my tears in an oddly tender gesture.

“Come one, Ichi.” It was the first time he had said my name, shortened or not. “Ya got ta do this. Ya want to win, right?” I managed to nod my head, trying to ignore the pain as he moved the two fingers in and out of me, spreading them apart and pushing them in as far as they would go. “Kay, it won't be as bad if ya relax.” Again, I nodded, by vision bleary with tears. He removed the fingers and I almost smiled in relief. Then he was pulling off his own clothes and pressing my legs apart to fit himself in between them. “Ya know I'm not as bad once ya get ta know me.”

I could feel his erection pressing between my cheeks and cringed. “Please don't...” His cold breath tickled my face as he leaned forward.

“Yur so pretty...” He reached up a hand and stroked the side of my face, then leaned down to nuzzle the side of my head.

He pressed in.

It hurt... It was like this pressing darkness was looming over me and blocking my other senses as he pressed in. All I could feel was the pain, and the tight grip he had on my hips. I became aware that I was chanting something over and over while he tried to soothe me. “Please stop please stop please stop...”

“Sh...” He crooned and pressed in until I could feel his rough pubes brushing against my oversensitive ass. “Ya know if you relax it might actually feel good.”

“It hurts...” I whispered.

“I know.” He said simply, then pressed a kiss to my temple. “It has ta, or it won't mean anything to ya.” I didn't know about that. Even if he hadn't done this, I would definitely remember it. “Ya can't get something for nothing, and ya want to win, don't ya?”

“Yeah...” I said through a scratchy throat, abused by my screams.

“And ya will, my King.” He pulled out and thrust back in, making me clench my teeth and jerk at the fresh surge of pain. “Yur so powerful, how did ya end up half dead on the ground and bleeding like crazy?” He repeated the motion and I arched my back, trying hard to concentrate on his words so I could forget the feeling, but unable to. “Ya need to drag out my and Zan's power.” Again, this time harder and faster. “If you could open up, and share yur power, and accept ours, then ya will be even stronger.” This time when he did it a bolt of pleasure shot through me, making me scream. Shit, this wasn't suppose to feel good. Somehow that made it worse.

“Ya like that?” He lifted legs and almost bent me in half as he thrust into me powerfully. Shitshitshit.

“Let me...” I mumbled.

“What?” He asked and paused his ministrations slightly.

“Let me touch you.” He smirked evilly and jerked the binds off of my hands. I reached up for him, gripping his shoulders, then sliding them up to his hair. It was silky, oddly enough, and I couldn't stop running my fingers through it.

“Ya know this is suppose to be punishment, but I like this side of ya much better.” He leaned down and kissed me. On the lips. Our first one. I cursed him for it being so good. He continued the movement with his hips as our tongues tangled. It was wet. And weird. And so fucking good. He grabbed my awakened erection and pumped it as he pounded into my prostate relentlessly. It was too much, and I came. Whimpering with his unknown name on the tip of my tongue. He came moments after, filling me with his come. I lay panting there as he stroked my hair with even breath. He kissed me again, gentler this time, and I let him.

He pulled out of me and I groaned at the discomfort. “Yur okay.” He said and tenderly touched my abused entrance. “There's just a little bit of blood.” I didn't want to move and look, but I knew I had to go back to my own world. I stood on shaky legs and grimaced as the mixture of fluids ran down my legs. He pulled me against him, our still naked bodies sliding against each other. “Yur mine and I'm yurs. Ya got ta remember that when ya fight. I don't want ta see ya go and die.” I nodded and rest my head on his shoulder. His hands caressed my back and then grabbed my ass, making me squeak. “Ya have ta go back now. And kick his ass.” I nodded and pulled away. “I'll see ya again soon.” He muttered.

Then I was falling back, the real world crashing around me horribly. I could feel fresh blood covering me as though I had never left. The wound didn't hurt anymore though. I stood up, pressing Zangetsu in the ground to help me up. Shit, I winced slightly. My wounds from the sword might have healed but Shirosaki must have purposefully left my //other// injury untended. My thoughts stuttered to a stop as I realized something. Shirosaki? Yes...that is his name. I wonder if knowing his name was like knowing Zangetsu's. Maybe a little, but not completely. I stood up straight and lifted my sword. I wonder when I'll see him again...

In Ichigo's Inner World...

“You didn't have to go that far.”

Shirosaki said nothing.

“I know your not one of words, but that wasn't exactly the best way to reveal your affections.”

“It worked didn't it!” Shirosaki snapped, leaning back against a building and glaring at the old man.

“Perhaps. But remember, we don't want him damaged.”

“I didn't damage him.” The twisted albino said sulkily.

“Just barely. Next time go easier on him.”

“Yeah, yeah, he can handle it.”

“Yes, but that is no way to win his heart.”

Shirosaki didn't respond, but thought over Zan's words.

“Do ya think he could love me back?”

“If he doesn't already.”

Snorting, Shiro shook his head in disbelief. “Not after what I did to him.” Zan didn't reply. Just stood there on his perch. “I didn't like to see him like that, half dead and all. Doesn't suit him.”

“All we can do is be there for him.”

“Yeah....” But Shirosaki wanted more than that. He wanted to hold his precious partner and protect him from the world. Wanted to be their to fight with him, not stuck in his inner world. Maybe someday he could.

LINE

What do you think? Started out rough and ended sappy.

PS If anyone is interested in Full metal Alchemist fan fiction, you should check out my new yaoi story there.