SOULS BOUND ACROSS TIME:KISUKE URAHARA LOVE STORY

 Still working on Chapter 13 and 14 but I should have it in the near future :-)

 

Chapter 12- Revelation in the Light of Day

Saya’s POV:

I stirred as the morning light peeked into my room; still groggy from the medicine I realized that I was not alone in my bed. My hand slid across my lovers abs and up his chest as I began to wake from my slumber, countering my affectionate touch he pulled me in tight to his body and ran his hand down my thigh pulling my leg across his lower abs allowing me to feel his morning bulge. In expectantly aroused by his early morning embrace I began to trail kisses on his chest, gaining a moan that I wanted to hear, I tilted my head up and kissed his lips only to be surprised that the man in my bed was Kisuke. He kissed me back with no hesitation. There's nothing I wouldn't let you do to me, I thought desperately as his body now covered mine. I couldn't help but welcome his affection as it brought happiness to my soul that felt like home.

 

As he pulled away he cautiously questioned my reaction,“Are you ok with this?"

 

I nervously breathed out, "Yes, I think I am" then pulled him in for another kiss as my fingers ran through and tugged in his hair.

 

Seeming to enjoy the moment as much as I did, he began to grind his hips to mine. I wrapped my legs around him, increasing the intensity of his erection, making my body ache with anticipation. I could feel our smiles through each kiss, subduing any lingering doubts that either of us had. I wanted him more than I have ever wanted anything and I refused to let my better judgment take over this time. Besides we were free to do as we wished, I only hoped that it was still me that he wished for. Each kiss sent more exhilaration through my body than 20 lovers could have done. I loved that man and I was finally ready to come to terms with that fact, ready to explore this love that I had finally realized only comes once in a lifetime; even ones such as ours. He pulled back with a huge smile draped on his face, both of us heavy in breath.

"Are you sure that you want this?" he said on a roguish grin that made me dizzy with my own desire.

 

 "Yes, without a doubt!" I whispered back to him as I placed both hands on either side of his face and looked lovingly into his eyes.

 

He shook his head and released a slight sigh, "If we are going to do this, let's take it slow. I don't want to rush into it and mess it up like we have before." His eyes wide now looking for reassurance that he was making the right decision.

 

A little disappointed, but knowing that he was right, I closed my eyes and took in a deep breath to calm my now overly stimulated self. He rolled off of me and let out a uncomfortable moan as he adjusted himself then took a large breath as well.

 

"I'm so going to regret that!" he said with a chuckle then looked over to me, softly sweeping my jawline with his fingertips.

 

 I couldn't help but to laugh as I rolled to face him.

 

 “I want to make you so happy!" he said as his hand cupped my face then kissed me gingerly.

 

As his lips pulled away from mine I found circame to the vulnerability that he released in me, "Kisuke, you have made me happy for a long time! I don't know what I've done to deserve you, but I don't plan on letting go anytime soon!"

 

His hand caressed my cheek, "I will love you forever if you let me… Just let me!" his eyes scanned my face as I reacted to his words.

 

With a fiendish smile I crawled on top to straddle him, again feeling his erection against my most famine area "Mmmm" I moaned out in wonderful agony, “I'm going to hold you to that!"

 

He then sat up and wrapped his arms around pulling me back into him tightly with a giggle, "You are not going to make this easy on me, are you?"

 

I bit my lip and snaked my arms around his neck, “I don't plan to!" My eyes coyly glanced to the ceiling and back , "Besides, where would be the fun in that?!"

 

With a devilish grin his grip tightened again, “I do love you!" then continued to kiss me passionately.

 

Both of us enjoying the erotic torture, our hands roamed each other’s body like it was the first time, making it more difficult to stop with each touch. A knock at the door caused us to break for air. Followed by a familiar voice that called out as the door opened.

 

"Saya, are you up?" Koga siad as he walked in only to find us in our seductive state.

 

I felt Kisukes grasp begin to loosen as I looked back at him.

 

My eyes now connected with his, "No, I'm yours now!" I said to him.

 

His grasp tightened again as I watched his face light up with my remarkable brilliance. I looked back at Koga as he scoffed at the sight before him.

 

"Huh, looks like It finally happened! I guess I have some competition now!"

 

I shook my head, "No Koga, I choose to be with Kisuke, I'm sorry!"

 

I could feel Kisuke's hands grab into the back of my tank top as those words fell from my lips.

 

Not giving up Koga allowed his anger to take over as he began to yell as he looked at me with daggers in his eyes, "I can give you everything you ever wanted!" his sight shifted to Kisuke, "He can give you nothing!"

 

His comment anger my entire being and reminded me of how little he knew me. Feeling like I needed to stand my ground I stood up, "You have no idea what I want Koga!" I said sternly, 'It's always been Kiskue, I've just been too scared to admit it!"

 

A devilish smile engulfed his face that sent shivers down my back. As if this was all part of his plan, "We'll see!" he said then turned to leave.

 

The adrenaline quickly faded leaving me to feel lightheaded. I turned only to find Kisuke standing behind me. His hand caressing my arm.

 

I turned to hugged him, "I'm sorry for that." not knowing what else to say.

 

He pulled back shaking his head, "I'm not" he said, “I now know that you are mine without a doubt. I wouldn't have missed that for the world" He then placing his forehead to mine "I should probably go" he said with hesitation in his voice.

 

I nodded "right" I said as I turned to grab my robe.

Snagging his shirt off the chair where he had left it he pulled it on as he walked for the door. I walked up to meet him, pulling him into me as I tied his sash, I allowed myself to steal one more kiss. I then opened the door for him, wishing that he would just grab me and take me back to my bed where we could finish what we had started earlier. Now outside, he smiled as he grabbed my hand and pulled to him picking me up to kiss me once more in the light of day. As if to announce our romance to all that were within eyesight.  I let out a little squeal as I felt my feet dangle in the air.

 

"Finally!" a voice yelled out. We looked over to see that the relieved voice was my Captain feeding the Koi off of the bridge that separated out living quarters.

 

Kisuke and I laughed at the outburst as he lowered me back to the ground and kissed me softly once more.

 

"I will see you later today, right?" he nodded as he asked as if to guide my answer.

 

I nodded, "Please!" I playfully begged.

 

He smiled then flash stepped away. I stood there now alone unable to not look at my captain as I walked back inside.

 

"What did I tell you!" he happily yelled out.

 

"Yes, as always you were right Tiacho!" I hollered back, and then closed my door.

 

I entered my office cautiously later that morning, awaiting harassment from my captain who was nowhere to be found. Relieved that I had dodged that conversation for just a little longer, I sat down in my chair and dug into all of the work that piled up. My mind began to wonder back to the feeling of Kisukes touch, still hesitant to believe that we were actually together. Struggling to focus my thoughts I stood up to grab some tea from the side kitchen area, startled to find Souskue Aizen standing behind me I gasped and leaned back onto my desk.

 

“Lieutenant Aizen, I’m sorry, I didn’t hear you come in” I said looking surprised.

 

He grinned handing me some bound papers, “Please call me Sousuke I would like to think of us as friends now. Captain Hirako asked me to drop these off to your captain but I can’t seem to find him anywhere.” His eyes darted around as if to make sure that we were alone.

 

I took them from his hands and placed them on my desk while forcing a smile. Although he seamed to be a quiet and harmless man, no one in a lieutenant class was harmless and he most definatly had me always guessing his true intentions. I just didn't trust that man.

 

As I awaited him to say something, his forefinger slid up my arm, “You know Koga told me what had happened this morning and I must say that it is always a good idea to explore all of your options.”

 

Surprised by his bold advancement  I shook my head as I looked down at the ground; trying to process what had just happed. His finger brushed my nipple finally resting under my chin to guide my face up to look at him.

 

I placed my hands on his chest to push him away. “I don’t know what Koga told you but it’s not like that! I’m with Kisuke now and not up for bids!”

 

He laughed heartily and spoke without hesitation, “Urahara…How long do you think that will last? I give it one month before he is back in Yourichi’s bed, how about you? Would you like to make that bet?”

 

I pushed him back, “I think you need to leave” I said firmly.

 

“Hmm…Looks like I hit a sore spot, didn’t I?” He said as he revealed that same wicked smile that he left me wanting to run from at the training grounds.

 

I grabbed Zen’s hilt to enforce my demand, “I said leave!”

 

His smile now softened as he turned as he made a comment that sat uneasy in my head. “There is no need to get rough with me…yet my Hime!”

 

As he disappeared from my office, I leaned back on my desk as the door closed now sick to my stomach. What had I done to warrant his new found interest in me? Aizen had always been quiet, polite even. I don’t think that anyone would even believe me if I told them of how he has acted around me. Completely forgetting why I had gotten up in the first place, I just dug back into my work, wanting to get out of the office and back into Kisukes arms where I would be comfortable again.

My music blared through the corridors of Rain Dried Hall as Captain Ukitake finally graced me with his presence.

 “Where have you been all day? I could have used your help earlier!” I demanded of him.

His face turned from the soft father-like expression to a fully concerned parent, “I was pulled into a Captains meeting. Is everything ok?” he asked.

I rationalized not telling him of my encounter with Aizen. I knew that he would never believe me if I told him so… who would. It was a side that no one but I had seen.  

I sighed and shook my head “Yeah, I handled it. It’s fine now”

He sat down at his desk not taking his eyes off of me, “Aren’t you going to ask me what my meeting was about? You always want to know.”

I turned to look at him playfully saying back, “I was getting there! Besides you always tell me that its confidential. I just figured that you would have a few questions ready for me first?!”

His smile faded, “Well, this kind of coincides with that.” the sternness in his voice grabbed my attention.

“Did I do something wrong? I said as I stood up and walked over to his desk.

He pulled a white envelope from his jacket, “Captain Hikifune returned from her visit to Squad Zero today and has requested that the selected begin training. These are your orders” He placed the envelope in front of me with the royal seal for me to see. Excited at the opportunity, I grabbed it and began to tear it open finally realizing why the look in his eyes was so dim.

“Two days? I’m leaving in two days?” I said frantically, “How long will I be gone? Did she even say that?”

My eyes begged for an answer that I knew wouldn’t come.

“It seems that there have been some casualties, from a run in with a new enemy, calling itself an Arrancar. I don’t even know if you will come back. You have been instructed to gather only what is needed and to finally meet with your fellow new squad members at the senkaimon at the entrance to the Soul Society. Captian Hikifune will have your new attire to you soon.”

I slammed my hands down on his desk “This isn’t fair!” I yelled out.

His head tilted holding in the disregard that I had for my own captain in the way that I had acted, “I’m sorry, but those are your orders. You will be treated as a deserter if you refuse to obey them.”

I could tell that this was hard for him to tell me from the sadness that echoed in his voice. All I could think of was how I was going to tell Kisuke?! My body shuttered with that thought.  I demanded that he be the one to sign me off in the first place and now that was going to be the thing that brought us again to an end before we even started.

"I should have known better!" I uttered aloud.

 

Frustrated with the turn of events I stood up, “Can I go tell him?” I asked as I tucked the letter in my top.

“Yes, you are dismissed of your duties so that you can get ready to leave. I really am sorry Saya!” he said as he stood up from his desk.

Not wanting to show weakness I answered back calmly, “I am too Tiacho!” then flash stepped toward Kisuke’s office.

Laughter flowed from his office as I came closer to the open door, only to be burdened with thoughts of the time that I walked in on him and Youichi thanks to Aizen’s earlier comment. Already past my breaking point and thinking that his infamous bad behavior would make it easier, I walked in ready for anything. I was almost disappointed to see him at his desk laughing at Sadi as she struggled to get her pant leg unstuck from her desk draw. Possibly some practical joke that Kisuke had played on her.

“There’s my love!” He yelled out as he walked over and kissed me passionately.

I pulled him into me, tucked my arms under his, grabbing onto his shoulders intensely like I was never going to let go. Tears uncontrollably flowed down my face causing him to pull back and see what was wrong.

“I need to talk to you” I begged him, "Alone"

His eyes stayed locked on to mine; I watched the light fade from them as he asked Sadi to leave to room. Not wanting her to be present for the conversation that was to come, to see is normally calm and controlled  demeanor turn to the chaotic mess that only I was able to bring out of him.  The sound of the door shutting opened the flood gates, as I found myself crying and panting like a child in is arms. Trying to calm me down and understand what was wrong, Kisuke walked me over to his futon and sat down next to me, holding me tight in his arms.

My panic calmed slightly as I felt his hot breath on as his lips whispered into my ear and his hand hand rubbed my back, “What is it Saya? You know that you can tell me anything?”

Barely able to talk I whispered out, “I don’t want to go!” I whined out.

His forefinger now under my chin guided my face to look at him, “What are you talking about? Go where?”

 I could see him trying to put the pieces together in his mind as he analyzed the strangely uncomfortable expression on my face. I pulled the envelope from inside if my top and held it up,

“I have been given my orders! I leave in two days!”

 

He shook his head, “No!” snatching the letter out of my hand and proceeded to read it. A look of defeat washed over him as he slid to the back of the futon and leaned against the wall he wadded it up and tossed it in the trash. Waiting for the scolding I looked back at him, His eyes were intense, they resembled glowing coals as he looked back at me,

 

“Damn it Saya I told you not to apply. I begged you not to apply!” he over exagerated each action as  he rubbed his face, “When do you come back?” I crawled back to the bed to join him; to rest my head against the his shoulder.

 

“I don’t know. Ukitake said something about casualties and an Arrancar… I don’t remember everything. I just wanted to get out of the office.”

Letting out a large sigh he pulled his arm around me, “I should have known this was too easy of an beginning for us”

 Trying to ease the stressful situation he snuggled his head to mine then kissed my temple. “What are we going to do?”

Tucking my knees to my chest I said the first thing that came to my mind, “I haven’t thought that far yet. I guess the best thing is to act like it never happened.”

His body tensed up “NO!” He snapped back, “You," He paused as he searched for an answer, “I’ll just wait for you”

 I tucked my knees under me and turned to him letting out a sigh, “That’s sweet, but not fair to either of us.  I don’t know how long I’m going to be gone and I can’t ask that of you. This is why we aren't supposed to fall in love!”

 He looked at me shaking his head again, “I’m not letting you go this time. I’m terrified that I won’t get you back if I let you go now”

Not knowing how else to express his devotion, he leaned in to kiss me. My body became week as his kiss became more passionate, enjoying the green tea and orange that still lingered on his tongue. With the little time that we had left, I didn’t want to hold back any longer.  I climbed on his lap as his right hand held my face as his left ran through my hair. My lips moved to his neck as I began to nip and kiss, receiving a moan that made my thighs quiver.

Throwing all resolve to the wind, “Make love to me!” I begged.

Heavy in breath and almost relieved at the demand, “Gladly” he whispered in my ear.

We began to undressed each other if annoyed by the whole convention of wearing clothes. He wanted them off and wanted them off as soon as possible, quickly untying my sash as I shrugged off my shirt and began to do the same for him. He laid me back onto the bed as he threw his shirt to the floor. He stopped for a moment to look at me, almost in amazement that we were finally at this point again but neither of us stopping this time. His lips playfully attacked my neck as my hands ran down his chest and continued down to his feel his erection bound by the fabric of his pants releasing another moan that changed to a high pitched squeal that rivaled a teenage boy as he hit puberty. I tried to swallow, but he was suddenly so close to me that I couldn't even think. Not only did he reach for me, he went straight for the buttons on my pants. Instead of unbuttoning it, he tore it open. I heard the scatter of buttons hitting the floor but never allowed my gaze to leave his face. He shifted his body and pulled my leg up then proceeded to slide his hand down my panties. His fingers teased me as I released a moan that he was what looking for then gasped as I felt two fingers shift inside of me. I took in every move that he granted me as every inch of my body moved with the motion of his hand.

“Mmm…Right there!” I begged my new lover as my back arched from the pleasure that he had so graciously given me.

 I tugged at his pants again, managing to unbutton them, not willing to go through this infinite torture alone. My hand followed his rippling abs; wet from the sweat that dripped off of his body I took hold of him and gently began to massage his manhood.

"Saya" he cried out in pleasure as his neck tilted back.

"I want you inside of me!" I begged into his ear.

Struggling to catch his breath he smiled, "Not yet, this is entirely too much fun!" he said with a soft chuckle.

He gently pushed me to the edge and back again as he continued to enjoy the agony that we so lovingly kept each other in. Minutes felt like seconds as we rolled around and explored each other’s bodies, more in depth than ever before.  His fingers sped up as did my stroke but I completely lost concentration as he quickly found my spot sending waves of pure ecstasy rippling through  my body as I came to his great pleasure. He caressed my cheek as I regained my composure and my body stopped trembling. Feeling brave I bit my lip and pushed him onto his back as I let my tongue dance across his stomach. Tasting the sweet combination of sweat and soap that l still laced his skin like a stimulating drug.

He propped himself up on his elbows, "Saya you don't have to"

 

I cut him off, "I want to" then pushed him back down, my thumbs dug into the front of his hip bones as my lips brushed the outline of his erection through his now unbuttoned pants.

I pulled back the black fabric with my teeth to reveal what I had craved so desperately. My tongue slid back up his shaft finally allowing me to grab a hold and fully embrace it with my welcoming lips. His right hand griped the pillow above his head as his left hand danced in and softly tugged at my hair. The pleasure that I was giving drifted over to me with every moan and gasp that poured from his throat.  I proceeded to glide him in and out of my mouth; his reaction had me wanting more and more.  Almost at his breaking point, two voices familiar voices echoed down the hall caused me to sit up and take notice.

"Oh that's not fair!" he said to me with his eyes wide. The voices grew louder until they stopping at the door.

 "That’s Captain’s Ukataki and Hikifune" I sternly whispere at him as I pointed at the door with a firm finger.

"What" he questioned in a hushed tone as he quickly sat up and looked at the door in panic.

My hand then slipped off of the side of the bed as I tried to get up; grabbing Kisuke we both tumbled to the floor.

"Shit!" I yelled out.

The door opened cautiously, "Saya? Are you in here?” called out captain Ukitake.

Kisuke snagged the blanket off of the futon and wrapped it around us as we couldn't help but find humor in what had happed. We both popped our heads up from the other side of the desk with his arms wrapped around me.

"Yes, Tiacho” I said while struggling to hold back my laughter.

 Flustered by the predicament that they found us in, he stumbled over his words.

 “Really… in the office…lock the” He finished with a large breath and his hand to his forehead. 

As if in solidarity, Kisuke pulled me tighter against him to make sure that the blanket was fully covering me.

“Oh my!” Captain Hikifune said out of surprise as her hand covered her smile and looking at Ukitake for assistance.

Gaining composure again she continued on like it were a normal situation.

“Well, I guess that we’re saying our good-byes!”

All laughter ceased with those words as I felt the smile fall from my face and shatter to the floor.

“I understand that I have you to thank 3rd seat Urahara for the final sign off. I hope it’s of some comfort that she will benefit greatly from this”

 Kisukes fingers seemed to dig into my back as he kissed my temple, now refusing to look at the woman that was going to take me away from him.

Her attention moved back to me, “I need to speak with you before we depart Saya. Since now is apparently not a good time I will be expecting you in my office in the morning”

My body tensed up wanting to scream out NO but realized  that it would be a futile effort,

“Yes Tiacho” I said as my eyes dropped to the ground.

Awaiting more instructions, I looked up at her eyes again; they seemed to now scream I’m sorry, as they both turned to leave. I looked back at Kisuke for comfort as she stopped in the doorway reinforcing our decision.

 “I know that it wasn’t an easy decision for either of you. Honestly, I know it hurts like Hell to find love only to have it taken away! But when it comes down to it, this is the fate that you choose when you decided to become a Shinigami.”

 We both knew that she was right as the door closed, in fact it was one of the reasons that I had refused to allow myself to fall in love with him in the first place. Kisuke picked me up off of the floor then sat back down on the futon without a word. I crawled behind him to lay back in the place that had just cradled us in our pursuit to absolute happiness, now cold and unfamiliar. He laid back and rolled over to pull me into him, again covering us with the blanket.

“I love you! And I’m not going to give up so easily!” he whispered confidently in my ear.

 Tears filled my eyes at his unexpected, almost unwilling worship. But instead of increasing my need for tenderness, the tears made me feel needy even greedy for everything that he sought to give me. He wiped the tears that fell from my eyes; my heart began to cry as I apologized for my weakness.

“I can't help it. I don't want it to go away. I don't want to let go of you again” I paused to look into his eyes, “I love you!” My heart seamed to stop with the sweetest words that fell from my lips like they were always meant for him.

I was no longer terrified to say those words to him; in fact there was a sort of weight that was lifted as the words came. He smiled ever so slightly, looking in some ways like an uninhibited child, as he gazed down at me.

“What did you say?” he happily questioned me.

“I love you” I said again without hesitation.

 He quickly pecked my lips then looked at me with a brilliance in his eyes, “One more time” he begged.

I couldn’t help but let out a slight giggle.

“Please say it one more time!” face beaming, he begged again.

“I love you Kisuke Urahara. I always have and I always will”

His eyes smiled and lips trembled as he pulled me into kiss me once more with a wanderlust that poured from his body to mine. I could taste the salt from my tears with every crash of our mouths. Now content to just be in each other’s arms we kissed and held each other for the rest of the night; as we lost and found each other in the dark over and over again. Neither of us surrendering to sleep as we were attempted to get in every moment that we had left before my departure.

 

Kisukes POV:

 

Her satin touch woke me from my brief half sleep that I had found myself becoming swallowed into. A pleasant reminder events from the day before; I took the gentle gesture as a welcoming symbol to drink form her lips once more. The taste of her mouth was more intoxicating than any mere beverage could satisfy the most dehydrated man. I loved how she came at me in waves, we would crash and roll with each others bodies almost in perfect sync. She always knew how to turn me on like a slow fire burn, even when I knew it was wrong, but not this time. I pulled her in closer as she surround me, pulled me, drown me, then swallowed me whole.

 

The unwelcome knock at the door left sorrow dripped into my heart through a pinhole just like a faucet that leaks with a subtle comfort in the sound. Only to be resurrected by the stand that she finally took for us opening our relationship and our love for all of the world to see with a clarity that she had never expressed in all of the time that I had known her. My hands took hold of my sirens as her words stirred my soul and knew that she was know and forever mine. I stood proudly at her side, not wanting to go but knowing that we still had duties and giving her time to process all that had happened. Normally I would do this with hesitation and anxiety but this time it was different, she was certain of her decision. Her heart pounded like thunder against my chest as I held her to me once more and I knew that we were so much more as I left her there wanting to run back to her with every step that I forced myself to make back to my division barracks.

 

Everyone seemed to be taken back by my good spirits as I went on with my day awaiting another interaction with my newly announced lover, no true partner. She was so much more than a mere lover, my friend, partner and the one that had my heart and a solid grip on my soul that could withstand the test of time. While taking a in a good laugh at the predicament that Sadi had found herself in, I beamed with Saya's much anticipated arrival. The look on her face and the tears that she attempted to hold back had me shaking my head in disbelief that her we would go again. I could hear it in her voice, I see it in her eyes cause we've been this low and we've been around this bend I didn’t want to believe or wanna lose her all over again. I held her to me listening to her words while contemplating every angle that we could get out of this predicament, how we could stay together.  Overwhelmed with so many emotions that I was unable to process I kissed her and we found comfort our temporary solution to our permanent problem. In each others arms the worlds was right no matter how bad the world was around us. As we seductively took each others mind from the issues at hand I swore that sooner or later we would make it… we would make it there  together.

 

Our chuckles were quickly ended as we stood with our backs against the wall with every word that Captain Hikifune and Captain Ukitake said.  We  held each other in solidarity as all heartbreak come rolling in like a storm leaving us trying to swim but we felt as if we were sinking like a stone, alone. Reminded of our duties as Shinigami's and our responsibility to our divisions. As they walked out my mind raced with the vagueness of our future as I made the mental stand acknowledging that  we've got a light that's not going away. If all is broken and all is lost  then I've been found, so I give her my heart and I'll give over and over again until we can be together for good. This revelation came as she uttered I love you to me, making me all the more certain that she was the one woman that completed me. The one that I would balance me as we took on fear inside and the hills would continue to climb. The tears this side of heaven  and all these dreams inside of me I swore in that night we're gonna get there… reassuring her with the light that she brought to my eyes and the bitterest touch that said goodbye… but not for long. Now for the hard part, to convince her of my devotion for us; my devotion for us and why she shouldn't let go!