Hide and Seek

Rukia knocked on the door to the room where Rangiku and Toshiro were. Rangiku opened the door and looked with curiosity.



" Christmas eve dinner is being made now so if you would like to come down you can soon." Rukia smiled.



"Oh I can help! Should I wake him up yet?" Rangiku asked.



"Naah, just let him sleep a little longer." She smiled " Oh yeah Yoruichi is coming over tomorrow for presents and all that jazz." She said turning away.



Rangiku shut the door behind her and was on her way down the stairs when she heard a loud roar from down stairs. Rangiku put her hands over her ears and hurried down the stairs. Grimmjow was growling at something but she couldn't see what it was. Ichigo hurried over to him " Grimmjow! It's hot you idiot. See the oven is on." He commented.



Grimmjow turned to him " Well how was I supposed to know its hot!" He yelped walking back over to the couch. He flopped down and crossed his legs. Ulquiorra was flipping through the tv for something to watch. The two were adapting faster then many of them thought they would.



Ichigo sat down at the table and began to read a manga he just got at the mall. Rangiku went over to Grimmjow and asked him " Are you ok Grimmjow?" She took his hand in hand. He pulled away.



Rangiku looked up to him reassuring him she wasn't going to hurt him. She pulled it a little close to her and looked at the burn. She rubbed her thumb over the irritated skin which made him in response growl. " Hush." She soothed " It should be ok. Just don't rub it at all." She said leaving his hand alone and getting up. She went over to Rukia and helped her make a stew. She chopped carrots and onions, which made her cry. She laughed at how she was tearing up. Ichigo watched as Rukia and Rangiku cooked. He laughed at the two, they were so jumbled.



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Toshiro opened his eyes and finally decided it was time to get up. He looked around to see it was dark and he could hear movement downstairs. He yawned and stretched his arms out and cracked his bones. He sat up and thought to himself ' Maybe I should just go back and face the punishment's. They will come after us here, we are screwed either way. But if I go mayb-



His thoughts were interrupted by someone knocking on the door. He looked up " come in"



Rangiku opened the door and stepped in and shut it behind her. She walked over to him and sat on the bed next to him. " Hey there!"



"Hey what are you doing down there?"



"Did I wake you up?" She asked worried.



"Well no.I just...was wondering" He asked.



"Well, I was helping Rukia cook." She paused and laughed nervously " Your probably not really wanting to eat now eh?" She sounded almost saddened.



Toshiro's eyes slanted in a way of comfort " Rangiku, I never said that." He leaned over and put his hand to her face gently cupping it. She felt her heart race and felt her body yearn for his touch. " I bet it will be fine." He soothed.



'oh my god, I can't,if I fall...this one might kill me if I hit the ground. If this love doesn't la' Her thoughts were interrupted by his thumb brushing her cheek ' Oh my god...its to late.' She nuzzled into the gesture.



Toshiro leaned forward and spoke low " Rangiku, I want to stop my self...but...I can't" He moved closer to her lips. She felt his hot breath on her soft lips and felt his fingers cup her face in a manner of holding it in place. He moved closer to her lips and was only an inch away. He didn't move nor did she. Her heart was racing, faster then a cheetah. Then everything stopped.



"Captain, what are you doing." She asked low almost in a sexy tone. She whispered the words that went out into the air.



He felt his eyes shut " I don't really know." He laughed nervously and kissed her. His lips brushed hers gently and he pulled back. He paused only for a moment and moved back in and began to kiss her once more.



She moaned in surprise and kissed him in return. He was now a man, she had known he was growing. But now that it was in front of her doing this. It hit her, he was now a man. He pulled away slowly and licked his lips. He opened his white lashes and looked into her crystal blue eyes. He didn't speak, he couldn't. He didn't know what to say.



She opened her eyes slowly and breathed in deep "Wow, you" She cleared her throat. " You are pretty good for, you know." She continued.



Toshiro laughed huskily and looked away quickly to break the awkward moment. Rangiku bit her lower lip and moved in closer. " Touch me." She whispered in his ear.



Toshiro's eyes widened, his eyebrows slanted in a way of hurt ' what do I do. If I-



"I am ok, I promise. Sure I am a little nervous. But aren't you aswell?" She asked pushing a strand of hair behind her ear. " I don't care where you touch me...just touch me." She reassured.



Toshiro's emerald eyes looked into hers and he opened his mouth slowly to speak when Rangiku went for her top. Toshiro grabbed her hand " Rangiku. I don't need that." He assured. Rangiku looked in shock.



' What the hell, that's what all guys want.' She thought shocked.



" Not to be a jerk, but I definitely do not like you for your body." He laughed looking up to her with a wink.



She smiled and laughed " Yeah you still don't like these" She laughed taking her hand and gently and swiping it over her breast's in a sexual manner. She looked up to him and saw his face was still the same. " GOD your hard to get at!" She laughed.



"Your tits have been in my face for how many years!" He laughed.



"That normally makes guys hard!"



"Well, maybe I just like you for you." He almost mumbled.



Her eyes widened and she turned back to him "..." No one had ever said that, ever to her. It was always about sex, yes she did flaunt it. But she didn't think of any other way of showing her self. The words that were still replaying in her brain floated around in circles, over and over again. Until she finally felt the tears well up in the corners. She felt her breath choke up and she was now sobbing hard. Toshiro didn't know what the hell to do. He felt terrible for making her cry.



"Rangiku, I didn't mean to make you cry?!" He said rubbing her back in worry.



"No one has ever just liked me...for me. It's just" Her sobs cut herself off. Toshiro took the pause and used it to his advantage. He knelt down between her legs and brought her eyes to his level.



"Listen," He paused looking into her blue eyes which were red and puffy. She breathed in shakily and he closed his eyes. " It's not that I don't like your body. I just," He couldn't finish. He was so nervous.



"Just?"



"Don't want to hurt you." He closed his mouth.



"Are you going to hurt me?"



"I don't want to."



"Then don't" She whispered hoarsley.



"If you are with me now, I might end up hurting you. Think what if they get me. What will you do?" He asked worriedly.



"I would come get you. Like you did for me!" She exclaimed.



"...Rangiku. I don't want to-



"Toshiro." She stated giving the definition for the period, meaning. " I don't know what I am feeling. But I can tell you this. When I was being," She paused and breathed in slow " Raped, I didn't expect you to ever come for me. I thought, you hated me. I thought...I thought I was in the way. Then you came for me, you brought me to life again. Toshiro...I want to stay here with you. Please, forever..." She begged.



Toshiro looked at her and closed his eyes tight. He pulled back and rose to his feet. She sat up and looked into his eyes. " I will stay with you, we are partners in crime now, are we not?" He smirked.



Rangiku rose to her feet and whispered in a sexy manner " I will get you hard, you watch me!" She laughed close to his ear. In a swift motion she took his lobe between her teeth and nipped at it. He hissed in pleasure and she pulled away. She walked towards the door and looked back. " You watch. I will." She laughed.



He laughed and looked up as she put her hand on the door handle. " Rangiku, under one condition will I stay here."



She paused and looked back. "..."



"If they come for me." He paused " I have to go."



She closed her eyes and nodded " Ok." She fought back the tears and opened the door to go downstairs.



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The Christmas dinner was wonderful, Grimmjow and Ulquiorra were new to the whole eating and consuming this strange food. It was so flavorful and so different. Rangiku and Toshiro smiled and laughed with Ichigo and Rukia. They had a good time together and when everythin was said and done. They were excited to start there new lives. Ichigo finally went over to the tree and tossed Rukia a gift. He scratched his head nervously and looked away.



"You should open it." He said.



"Ichigo, wait you said you didn't get me anything." She exclaimed surprised.



"Well...I did...so there, Rukia just open it." He said nervously.



Rukia smiled and opened the package to see a silver box with a red ribbon around it. She glanced up to it and when she opened the box everyone looked over at her shriek. It was a silver necklce with a bunny charm on it. It sparkled and in the box she pulled a piece of paper out " Its not chappy but its still a bunny." She looked over to him in surprise. She couldn't hold it back. She jumped up to his height and kissed his ear. " I love you" She whispered.



Toshiro smiled at the two and looked over to Rangiku. She was watching the two with love dazed eyes.He laughed and finally spoke up " Do you want to go upstairs and get some rest?" He winked at her.



She was taken away this time by his voice. She looked over to him, the look in his eyes changed. She smiled " What do you have up your sleeves." She smiled.



"Do you really want to know?" He cocked his eyebrow.



Rangiku smiled and pushed her hair behind her ear. " I kind of do?" She laughed.



"Well go up stairs and I will meet you up." He smiled.



She nodded and headed up stairs, he waited for her to go up and let out a sigh. He glanced over to the two love birds. They were on the couch cuddling facing the fire. He nodded and opened the door quietly and stepped outside. Just as he sensed he was there, Byakuya.



" Your senses are not dull that is for sure." He commented.



"Why would they be." He spat.



"You never know what love will make you do." He said bluntly.



Toshiro looked into his eyes and knew why he was here. " Give me one night."



"One night...I am here to take you both back now."



"One night, Byakuya." He looked up into his eyes.



"...I-



"Before you say anything. Just know I left to protect her and my pride.They were going to kill her for being an acomplice. They were going to destroy my sword...I couldn't let that happen."



"You do not need to explain yourself," He paused closing his eyes " But the fact of the matter is, I need to bring you both back." He stated.



"Let me give her this. Please, let me give her this life. I can't take that away. How can you stand there after what we went through to get her. She was hurt bad there, you know that! Why aren't you saying anything against this." He shouted.



" Because I can't Toshiro."



"I will go with you, I will say she was killed by your hands, just don't take her. Please." He begged.



Toshiro begging was a sign, Byakuya was joined by Renji. He came up from behind him and looked into the ex-captains eyes. He closed his eyes slowly and looked to the ground. Toshiro was begging with all his might.



" God dammit Byakuya, give me this one night. I want to give her something to live for. Please...Please..." He begged.



"Tomorrow morning I am back here for you."



"Just me." Toshiro asked.



"...yes."



With not another word he turned around and the only words that went through his head were...forever...



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He walked up the stairs and could feel the silence in the house. It was a strange silence, like the night before death. He closed his eyes and breathed in deep. He then let it out and opened the door to his room. Rangiku was in the bathroom, he shut the door behind him and sat on the bed. With in seconds she opened the door and wandered over to him. She had this look of nervousness and excitment. She smiled and sat next to him, he smiled back at her and finally decided it was now or never.



He stood up went over to the light switch. He stood facing it for a second and could feel his heart beating through his chest. He reached up and turned the light switch slowly down, turning off the light.He let out a sigh and felt as the pain hit him. This was his last night seeing her. He couldn't tell her, he couldn't...



He turned to her and slowly took off his shirt, tossing it on the floor next him. It landed in a heap. His bare chest was that alone enough to send any girl to faint. He sauntered over to her and grinned with a cocky smile.



'if only she knew' he thought



She was in awe, she had never expected this. He pushed her down brought his lips to hers gently, tracing his fingers through her hair. She let out a moan and just let him do what he intended. She was under his spell. Toshiro continued to touch her, he moved his hand slowly down her neck and traced over her collarbone. Making her gasp for air, he pulled away and chuckled. " You alright?" He asked.



She smiled looking up to him " Yeah." She was smiling like a little school girl.



"I hope you are alright." He grinned kissed her chin and moving down her neck. He licked up her long vein. She moaned which sent shivers down his spine. He never knew she sounded so good, he never thought she would be arching into his touch. Toshiro swept his hand gently over her collarbone and then moved to her neck. He kissed her once more and left little trails of saliva down to where he knew he had to be careful. He kissed the bandages that were wrapped around her and gently unraveled them a bit. She let out a soft moan and let her body fall back to rest on the bed. He followed her down and moved his head to her shoulder. He kissed it gently and nipped back over her shoulder to her collarbone. She hissed in pleasure, and let her hand fall to her side. She gripped the covers under her and moaned loudly.



Toshiro felt his member hardening as he continued. He moved up to her face and kissed her once more. He pulled away and looked into her eyes " Your eyes are so pretty." He smiled.



"Why are you doing this?" She asked between heavy pants.



" I just want to touch you." He smiled.



"...I want to touch you...too." She blushed.



"Then let me give you this. Please, Rangiku?" He asked.



"You want me to be your first?" She asked looking away. "You know I am a train wreck." She laughed feeling tears build in the back of her throat.



" Rangiku...I want you, I don't want anyone else... Please." He moaned in her ear.



She tilted her head to the side and felt soft kisses land on her neck. Her eyes shut and she felt her self being taken away. His fingers laced into hers and he kissed her down to her chest. This was the most romantic way she had ever had sex. He was so gentle, so caring but he was taking control. He knew where to touch her, he was inexperienced but so perfect. He was perfect at everything he did. Matsumoto felt him slowly massage her breasts. He cupped one and squeezed it gently. She moaned and hissed at the same time " It's still a little-



"I understand." He stopped and moved to her stomach. He kissed down her body and lifted her shirt slowly. He found her nipple and gently rolled his tongue over it. She moaned and couldn't help but arch her back. Toshiro felt his member getting harder. He hovered over her body and then he did it. He made the mistake of rubbing his cock over her legs.



Her eyes widened and she looked down to his mouth suckling on her nipple. She moaned and smiled. ' he is hard for me.' She smiled.



"Toshiro kiss me once more." She plead.



He didn't refuse, he moved back up to her lips and was surprised when her hand reached for his package. He let out a moan and fell to his elbows. She had him, she smiled and pushed him over. He fell panting and she cocked an eyebrow. " Going slow is nice and all. But I want you to remember your first and this is not going to be wild or fun if I don't help you out here." She grinned licking her lips.



Toshiro eyes widened and he looked at her fingers unraveling his new jeans. The zipper released his weapon in a slow " ZZZZZZZZZ"



She grinned and reached slowly up and unbuttoned his pants. Rangiku tugged hard pulling his legs over the edge, his pants finally came loose. They fell to the floor and she got on her knees and positioned herself between his legs. She moved her hands up his chest and used her nails to massage her way down hard. This took a moan surprisingly out of his mouth. He didn't know what he was in for.



Rangiku took his member in hand and used her hand to gain his excitement. She wanted to feel his legs shake, his mind race, blood pump and moans to unleash from him. She grinned and let her tongue trace over the head of the cock to the side all the way down to the base. She then moved back up to the head and saw pre-cum coming from the tip. She lapped it up and swallowed it. He was by far her new favorite flavour. She tossed a sexy glance up to him which sent his cock to twitch in her hand. She smiled and used her teeth to suck it in and gently scrape it as she pushed it down to the back of her throat. He was actually pretty big for what she has had before.



She moaned sending vibrations through the vertigo stick in her mouth. He let out a loud moan and gripped the sheets around him. " Ra-ahhhh~ Ran..gik uoooOooooh. I am going~ ahhany minute..." He got out.



She pulled out and smiled devilishly at him " Is that all you got Toshiro?" She grinned falling back and turning around in one swift motion she stood up and unbuttoned her pants slowly swaying her hips. Toshiro was in a trance. She moved like a liquid. She slowly brought her pants to her grasp and pulled down slowly uncovering her flawless ass. She then teased him a bit by pulling them down slowly. She was not wearing any underwear, because well she didn't own any.



She brought her pants mid thigh and then just let them fall slowly. She stepped out of them and knelt over uncovering her sacred temple. She stepped out of the other leg and in one motion swooped down to her knees. She leaned forward spreading the folds she hid so well. She looked back to his eyes and saw they were open in astonishment." Well?" She laughed.



He didn't wait a second, he moved down to the floor and kissed her back and trailed down to her ass that was shaped so well. She moaned feeling his soft lips move closer and closer to where she had dreamed. He brought his fingers to her opening and spread the cheeks gently. She gasped in surprise feeling his fingers travel inside her easily.



"Well I can see you are excited?" He grinned teasing her.



"Aren't you getting wise?" She moaned feeling him push deeper. " God! Are you sure this is your first time!" He moaned.



" Very." He moaned in response.



She arched up but quickly felt a hand pushing her back, back down. He pulled his fingers out slowly and she looked back in desperation. She watched in shock as he brought his fingers to his lips. She looked away blushing.



"You taste great." He complimented kneeling down to her dripping pussy. She lifted a bit for him and then lowered herself for him. He let his tongue find its way to her moans. She moaned loudly and felt herself losing control already. His tongue found her clitoris and he gently suckled on it. Sending her on her elbows panting for air. "AH, AHhhhh~ Right there...AHHHH" She moaned.



He then moved to her slit and kissed it gently feeling for her tightness. She was ready for him. He crawled up to her face, she adjusted her body over him. He looked into her eyes and kissed her with a fiery passion.He propped himself up " You sure?"



She positioned herself to his head and slowly moved down. She moaned in a low sexy way " OoOoooh" She bit her lip and he hissed.



She held her position for a second and then she finally moved up. She moved in a slow torturing rythm. "Toshiro, you are so big." She cooed.



She moved up and down faster and faster, making her body tremble and sweat. She gripped her hair and felt the need to hold onto something. He sat up and took her hands and wrapped them around his neck. He then was taking control. He pushed deep inside of her getting control. She yelped in pleasure as he pushed in faster and faster.



The two were reaching there limits. They both were on the bed now and doing it from behind. He did one final push and came hard and she did as well. She moaned and felt her body fall, she laughed feeling herself a sweaty mess. She rolled over to him and laughed " you are good, captain." she laughed.



"Yeah, you are hot...really hot..." He panted.



"4 in a half hours is a new record for me." She laughed.



"Lets get some sleep." He lifted his arms to her.



She didn't refuse that was for sure. She nuzzled into his arms " Toshiro,you know what?" She asked.





Hm"



"I think I might really like you." She said sleepily.



"Do you?" He whispered feeling tears well up in his eyes.



"Yeah, promise to be here with me...for...ev..er..." She mumbled falling asleep.



"I-



"I love you." She nuzzled into him cutting him off.



"Rangiku I suppose I..." He didn't answer he opened his mouth to but couldn't.He felt tears dripping down his face. She was already in a deep sleep and he felt the guilt build on his shoulder. He had a wonderful time with her and he was glad he could do it. But now it was time for him to leave. He waited for an hour or so and finally decided it was time. He slowly untangled himself from her and stepped down to the floor. He reached over to the side desk and pulled the drawer open to unveil a small box. He opened it to make sure it was still there. He owed Shinji. It was a small butterfly ring with a tiny diamond in it.He opened it and left it there next to the letter he wrote. He stood up and put his pants on and headed out to his death.



She heard the door open but she thought he was just using the bathroom so she shut her eyes once more.

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Toshiro walked outside to see Byakuya and Renji waiting. The two turned and walked away. Renji began to read his rights.



"Just stop...I don't really care." He stated coldly.



Renji nodded and opened the gate to soul society.



' I am so sorry, but I have to do this.For this I am sorry.' He thought walking into the bright light and disappearing.







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a/n: ok so this was depressing sorry, it will get better. I didn't like this chapter so much though. Maybe your reviews will tend to my doubts. I hope you enjoy though.



forever=papa roach.



"One last kiss, before I go"



enough said....