Silent Tears

I do not own Bleach.

Warning: 2 and a half LEMONS! YAOI (Male X Male) Don't like? DO NOT READ IT THEN!

Random fan: Yay! A new chapter.
Me: *setting up the death threat box as well as making arrangements for my funeral*
Random fan: What are you doing?
Me: Nothing *smiles* Random fan: Oooooook...what was in those bottles from last chapter.
Me: You will find out soon enough.
Random fan: Am I going to hate you?
Me: *shrugs* most likely. Now enjoy the fic. Also some OOCness my apologies. Enjoy!
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Time: 12pm

Place: Ukitake's house

Byakuya was moving around the kitchen getting the cups for the tea. He, Renji, and Ukitake were having tea as Toshiro had said he would help his former lieutenant now captain Matsumoto with something. The youngest of the four would be meeting them once he finished helping with whatever it was. Ukitake got up helping Byakuya. It would not do to mess up appearances if they were going to see this part of the plan through. They shared glances, quick kisses, and flirtatious touches. Those same touches that left Byakuya panting and wanting more. The same touches that made Ukitake want to possess his raven haired lover. However that was not for today. Maybe later as a celebration if this went well.

"Are you sure you got everything Byakuya?", Ukitake asked affectionately.

Byakuya made a 'hmph' noise giving his lover a playful glare. "I can make tea Jushiro. Now sit down and relax. It was a pretty long night last night.", he said to him.

"Indeed it was Byakuya. Of course with all the screaming I could hardly tell.", Ukitake said to him smirking.

Byakuya hit him playfully on the shoulder. "We have company.", he said motioning towards Renji, who was sitting there glaring at the wall.

"Fine.", Ukitake said and sat down. "So Renji how have things been going? I haven't had much chance to speak with you since you became a captain and your engagement to Toshiro."

With Renji distracted, Byakuya poured the tea into three cups. He took out the two vials of liquid putting the darker colored liquid into one cup. This liquid was the more potent of the two and he poured a nice amount of it in the cup. He then poured the lighter of the two liquids into another of the cups, though this time only a cap full. The liquid was odorless, tasteless, and hardly able to be detected. He stirred them up turning with a smile as Renji was just telling Ukitake how he was glad to be captain of a squad he knew so well.

"Is everyone ready for tea?", Byakuya asked. "I made it to the best of my ability remembering how you both like your tea.", he said to them. He handed the cup with the large amount of the darker colored liquid to Renji and the cup with the very small amount of the smaller colored liquid to Ukitake. He sat down in one of the chairs taking a sip of his tea which had not been tampered with. No, the things he had to take that were tampered with were in a little box near the door.

"This is pretty good tea, Byakuya.", Renji said to him. "I can't believe you actually remembered how I liked it."

Byakuya just looked at him with a slightly softer, but still bored expression. "I do not forget many things Renji. You, of all people besides Jushiro, should know that.", he told him sipping more of his tea.

"Uh..yeah. My apologies.", Renji said to him drinking the rest of his tea quickly in his nervousness.

Byakuya and Ukitake shared another glance before Ukitake finished off his tea. This stuff apparently didn't take long to work according to the instructions. Byakuya got up and placing his cup in the sink and turned to them.

"Well I have to go drop that package off as I promised. So i will be back shortly.", he said to Ukitake and Renji, giving Ukitake a kiss on the way out. "Wait up for me Jushiro.", he said and after another kiss he left grabbing the package on the way out. He felt a small ache in his chest since he knew what was going to happen, though he wasn't sure if he felt it for Renji or Jushiro or both.

Once Byakuya left, Renji felt himself almost burning up. He didn't know what was wrong. He took at look at his host and saw that Ukitake looked at little worse for wear or so he thought. Ukitake noticed when Renji started fidgeting even though the latter didn't seem to realize that part. It was time to put the plan in action. He stood up and pretended to almost fall. Renji saw Ukitake close to falling over and quickly got up steady the man as much as possible though Ukitake was leaning his head back on his chest. It looked innocent due to the fact that Renji had not completely balanced Ukitake on his feet.

The older shinigami was breathing heavily, it seemed as he looked up at Renji. "I am sorry. Thank you for helping me Renji.", he said looking into Renji's brown eyes. His long white hair was a little messy and he had a pink tint to his cheeks.

Renji looked down at him unable to form any words and so he just nodded. He had also not expected the jolt of electricity that shot through him when he touched the skin of one of Ukitake's hands. It wasn't normal because even though the 13th division captain was attractive, he was no Toshiro and he was no Byakuya. Still, as he looked at him, he felt the burning sensation of his body increase and his mind cloud over with something that could only be perceived as lust. In the next instant, they were both kissing one another stumbling backwards towards another room not breaking the kiss and removing one another's clothing. They were at Ukitake's bedroom door when the white haired shinigami moved making them go into a spare room he had. Ukitake had a less potent form of the drug so he could still think. Renji knew and would remember everything that was going on, but could only think of satisfying his lust.

Ukitake pulled Renji's hair tie out as he stumbled back on to the bed sitting there looking at Renji. Renji had fallen on to all fours on to the floor. Renji looked up at Jushiro, red hair covering some of the tattoos on his head and shoulders leaving the rest of the muscular tattooed body to be viewed. Raw animalistic passion was written on his face as he crawled over to Ukitake licking his lips. The older shinigami only leaned back slightly beckoning Renji closer with a finger.

"Come to me Renji.", he said to younger shinigami in a low voice dripping with lust.

Renji went over faster drawn in by the sexy voice of Ukitake. He didn't know why he was doing this, but he didn't seem to be able to stop. Their lips connected in another kiss, tongues eagerly dueling with one another as hands explored unknown territory. Ukitake fell back on the bed with Renji on top of him arching up to grind their groins together. Renji released a loud moan pressing back down for more of the delicious friction causing Ukitake to moan out as well.

Red hair descended as Renji started nipping at Ukitake's neck somehow still conscious enough not to want to leave marks. He shifted with his legs on either side of Ukitake straddling him. His hips bucking forward to keep the feeling of their erections rubbing against one another. It was so hot and he wanted to taste more of the man below him. His tongue started licking down Ukitake's neck tasting the sweet skin the man had combined with the light salty taste of sweat. He was so into this, that he didn't noticed the hand moving between their bodies or the three slicked up fingers on that hand.

Ukitake had been watching Renji's movements for the right time to start. When Renji was occupied with tasting the skin of his neck, he pulled out the bottle of lubrication from under the pillow coating three of his fingers in it before hiding the bottle again. He slipped his hand between them enough and Renji under the stronger drugs influence did notice it. Without warning Ukitake pushed a finger inside Renji's tight entrance.

"Ca-Captain!", Renji said shaking just a little and wincing with the obvious amount of discomfort he was feeling.

"Yes Renji? What is it? Do you wish for me to stop?", Jushiro asked just as he pushed another finger into Renji and rammed it into what he hoped was the younger male's prostate.

It was. "Ah!", Renji moaned loudly.

"You didn't answer me Renji", Ukitake whispered in his ear as he struck Renji's prostate again. "Do...you...want...me...to...stop?", he asked him still whispering letting his tongue flicker out and lick Renji's ear.

Renji shivered at the delicious feeling. "No. Please don't.", he said gasping.

"Don't what Ren-ji?", Ukitake asked saying each syllable of Renji's name as he added his third finger and slammed them into Renji's prostate again. "Don't continue?", he said pulling his fingers out slowly teasingly.

Renji pushed back on to those fingers, screaming partially when they hit his prostate again. "Don't stop. Captain Ukitake please don't stop.", he said almost begging.

"Jushiro.", he told Renji before he hit the male's prostate again stretching him in the process. When he felt Renji was ready, he removed his fingers and positioned Renji on top of him, with help Renji of course. He slowly slid into Renji marveling at how tight it was and ignoring the younger man's pained noises until he was fully sheathed inside of him. He stayed still waiting for Renji to adjust. Drug or no, first times were always painful. He watched Renji's face tracing the tattoos on his chest with his hands waiting for the signal that it was ok to move.

Renji closed his eyes. This was new to him and at the same time it was painful. The moment the pain had started subsiding, Renji moved his hips experimentally gasping when Ukitake's member brushed against that sweet little spot again. He started moving on top of Ukitake, his movements awkward until he found a good rhythm. Moans filled the room as Ukitake thrust up into him every time he moved down. Who knew it could feel this good to be taken?

Toshiro had finally made his way to Ukitake's house. He had helped Matsumoto throw away all her ex's things and then listened to her complain for a lot longer than he had intended to. If he remembered correctly then Ukitake's door was supposed to be open so that he could just go in and join them. He went inside the home and heard moaning shaking his head. Did Byakuya and Ukitake not know what a break was? He sighed thinking that maybe Renji went home, but then he knew his lover wouldn't leave here knowing he was supposed to come here so maybe Renji was out in Ukitake's garden. He started walking through the place distastefully kicking the clothes aside that were strewn about the hallway. However he did notice something strange when he kicked aside one piece of clothing closer to where the moans were coming from. He noticed the headband that Byakuya had gotten Renji. The one that he could actually stand because it reminded Renji of him, Toshiro. Why would Renji's headband...oh god! Toshiro walked to the room and silently pushed it open so he could see what was going on inside.

What ever he expected to see, it definitely wasn't what he saw. He thought maybe Ukitake and Byakuya or hell even Byakuya and Renji, but not them. Not those two. Not the two people he cared about together. His hand flew up to his mouth as he choked back a sob before he ran out of that place. His mind burned with the image of seeing Renji's face in ecstasy while his lover was riding his ex as well as the image of both of them finishing. Fresh hot tears poured down his face as he made his way away from there and to the currently uninhabited 1st division training grounds.

Renji laid next to Ukitake sleeping oblivious to the fact that Toshiro had caught them. Ukitake, on the other hand, stared up at the ceiling. He knew Toshiro had caught them. "I'm sorry.", he murmured out before sleep took him. He knew what was about to happen next and yet in his heart he couldn't help but feel that he not only betrayed Toshiro, but Byakuya as well even if it was part of the plan.
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Time: 4pm

Place: 1st division training grounds

Toshiro sat up against one of the walls not sure what to do right now. He knew he wanted to scream, but he couldn't. It was as if his throat wouldn't make a sound. All he could do was sit here crying. He felt like his heart had just shattered in his chest. He cared for Jushiro and maybe even felt more than just simple care while he loved Renji. Seeing them both like that it was almost too much to bear. His body shook and spikes of reiatsu could be felt by anyone near granted most people were in their homes and such now so he could be left alone.

"Why?", he whispered to the wind. "How could Renji...", he trailed off as another wave of tears came.

"Hey Toshiro.", came a voice that made Toshiro look up instantly. "Whats wrong?"

"Byakuya? How come you weren't at Ukitake's house?", he asked curiously.

"I had to go pick something up from my home.", Byakuya said as he moved over and sat by Toshiro. "Ukitake likes sweets so I thought I'd surprise him with some. I was just heading there now. Did you want to come with me?"

"I am not going back there right now.", Toshiro said to him. "And there is no way in hell you could make me."

Byakuya tilted his head to the side seemingly confused. He knew the reason behind this, but he had appearances to keep. "Why not? I thought you and Jushiro were friends now and I know you would want to see Renji. So why are you saying you wont go?"

Toshiro looked at him. He knew Byakuya wasn't there to see that, and he didn't know how the older man would react if he was there to see it. Byakuya and Jushiro seemed pretty much inseparable most of the time excluding work of course. Taking a deep breath, but allowing the tears to continue to fall he decided to tell Byakuya. "Well when I went there...I saw...Renji...Ukitake...", his voice faltered. He couldn't seem to bring himself to say it.

"Well of course they were both there we were all supposed to meet for tea and go out to dinner.", Byakuya said still playing the part of being confused and oblivious.

"No! They were...together...having sex.", Toshiro choked out before sobbing even more.

Byakuya allowed a shocked looking expression to appear on his face. "They were what?", Byakuya asked sounding like he was surprised and outraged even letting his reiatsu spike slightly to add to the effect.

"They were, for lack of a better word, fucking each other. I can't believe Renji actually gave himself to Jushiro.", Toshiro said wiping his eyes of tears though still very much upset.

Byakuya tensed more than necessary, but Toshiro figured that it was because he just heard his boyfriend was cheating on him. However it was more or less the fact that Ukitake had pretty much taken Renji's virginity in a sense. He knew Ukitake was a dominate person in bed except when it came to Hitsugaya so it shouldn't have come as much of a surprise as it did. Granted he was surprisingly unsure of whether he was jealous that Ukitake got to take Renji first or that Renji got to experience how good of a lover Ukitake was.

Byakuya sighed. "Well I don't want to go back there now either.", he said looking up at the sky. "While it is unlikely that someone will come here, it would not be wise to continue to sit here in case someone does. I do not know about you, but I have no wish to answer millions of questions now."

Toshiro nodded. "Understandable. I guess you can come sit at my place for a little while.", he said to Byakuya. "Its closer than Renji's or your manor."

Byakuya nodded in agreement and they both went to Toshiro's house.
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Time: 5 PM

Place: Toshiro's Apartment

They walked into the clean barely used place and Toshiro offered Byakuya a seat on his couch while he got them both a glass of water. They sat there sipping the water until Byakuya seemed to remember the package out of no where. He pulled it out of his kimono and looked at it sadly. Toshiro picked up on the sadness Byakuya was showing even though they were both sitting facing the same way on the couch.

"Is that the package?", Toshiro asked softly not wanting to upset the man too much as they were now in a similar situation.

"Yes.", Byakuya said. "It is just a couple pieces of chocolate with melted chocolate in the center. I was going to give him these cause as you know he loves sweets.", he said with a sigh. "I guess I will just throw them away."

"Can I have them?", Toshiro asked. "Its better than wasting it.", he said justifying his point.

Byakuya blinked. "Sure. I see no reason you can't have them. They were pretty expensive to make after all.", he said opening the package and handing one of them to Toshiro. Both pieces of the chocolate had the melted chocolate in the center mixed with the darker colored liquid from those vials he used earlier.

Toshiro took one popping in his mouth enjoying the rich smooth flavor of the chocolate. He wasn't one for sweets either, but at this moment he needed something and it was pretty good. He took the second one and popped it into his mouth once again savoring the flavor of the chocolate. Byakuya pulled another package out this one filled with a few pieces of spicy candy in which he ate while Toshiro enjoyed the chocolate. This candy had the lighter color liquid in a way smaller dosage in it. After the candies were consumed they sat back on the couch for few minutes before Toshiro placed his hand to his head.

"Wow I feel weird was it something I ate.", he said to Byakuya as he felt his entire body heat up.

"What are you talking about?", Byakuya asked him as he started feeling the minor effects that the lighter liquid gave him. "There couldn't have been anything wrong with the chocolates. I had the finest ingredients ordered in.", he said and then frowned. "I hope no one had been trying to attack me or something with those ingredients.", he said seemingly thinking out loud. He looked at Toshiro who seemed to be blushing.

"Byakuya?", Toshiro asked closing his eyes.

"Yes what is it Toshiro?", Byakuya asked only for Toshiro to turn and kiss him.

"Make me forget for a little while.", Toshiro said with half-lidded eyes moving so that he was now sitting in Byakuya's lap. "Right now...I don't want to remember either of them."

Byakuya looked at Toshiro's now partially lust filled eyes and could feel the smaller shinigami's hardening member pressing against his stomach from the way Toshiro was sitting on his lap. He opened his mouth to say something, but was cut off with a kiss.

"No more talking.", Toshiro said slowly stripping off his clothing on Byakuya's lap. He allowed the top to hang loosely around his waist as he wrapped his arms around Byakuya's neck pulling him into a kiss coaxing Byakuya's lips to respond to his. His hips moved in a weird sensual lap dance to music only he could hear.

Byakuya responded to the kiss taking control of it in mere seconds, but Toshiro didn't seem to mind. He allowed his hands to wander down the sides of the smaller shinigami shifting and removing the rest of Toshiro's clothing. Breaking the kiss, he let his lips travel over the fair skin of Toshiro's neck moving down further and capturing one of the hardened peaks located on Toshiro's chest between his teeth and biting down gently and causing Toshiro to gasp and press more into Byakuya's mouth. Byakuya's hand moved down between them, gripping Toshiro's member and stroking it.

"Mmmm...Byakuya...", Toshiro moaned gripping the ends of Byakuya's hair pulling slightly with a flushed look to his features.

Byakuya pulled away from the nipple and stopped his stroking in order to remove his clothing. Toshiro, having moved away from Byakuya so that the elder could undress, watched with hungry, lust filled eyes as the drug was now in full effect. He smiled and instead of sitting back down on Byakuya's now naked lap, he took Byakuya's hand leading him to his bedroom. Byakuya followed him their clothes left in the livingroom area.

They entered the room and Toshiro went over to a drawer in the nightstand on the other side of the bed. He pulled out four pretty silver and blue ribbons, a blindfold, and a small ring meant to hold off one's orgasm. He also took out a bottle of lubricant that was here in case him and Renji stayed at his place. He turned back to Byakuya with a sexy smirk on his face at the captain commander's slightly surprised expression. "I may be small and seem more innocent than I am, but I do have kinks too Byakuya. I am an adult after all.", he said in a thick sultry voice. He picked up one of the ribbons pulling on it. "These are a lot stronger than they look. So no need to worry about them breaking.", he told him.

Byakuya looked at him getting more aroused due to the drug and partially due to seeing this rather sexy side of his lieutenant. This was lust speaking of course because Byakuya loved Jush- Renji. He loved Renji. He just didn't know how he felt about being tied up.

Toshiro noticed his expression and bit his lip still smiling. "These aren't for you Byakuya.", he said as he slid more on to his bed. He looked into the steel grey eyes of the captain commander while making his voice an octave higher and squirming around suggestively. "Please captain commander.", he said panting and moaning slightly. "please tie me up and take me.", he said to him through half-lidded eyes.

Byakuya moved over to Toshiro, his member twitching slightly at the hot display. He grabbed the ribbons ready to tie up his lieutenant and take him until he couldn't walk anymore due to the effect of the drugs in their systems. He was about to start when Toshiro held up his hand.

"Just a moment.", Toshiro said as he put the ring on himself and then blindfolded himself. He got up on the bed more and turned over to all fours laying his upper body down on to the pillow and holding his hands above his head. His ass was up in the air with his legs spread. "Now you can tie me up commander.", he said to him with a whine almost. "Make it tight please."

Byakuya bit his own lip. He now understood why Ukitake was rather kinky as he tied Toshiro's hands to the headboard and his legs to either side of the bed. He took a step back to admire his handiwork granted the position and such were chosen by Hitsugaya himself. "Who would've thought?", he asked aloud going over and running his hands all over Toshiro's body. One hand found the rosy peaks on Toshiro's chest while the other started stroking the blindfolded boy's member. Moans spilled from Toshiro's mouth. A complete mixture of sounds including, 'ah', 'mmm', 'more', 'Bya', so on and so forth. Byakuya bent down turning Toshiro's face to the side kissing him as he moved his hand from the younger one's member.

He grabbed the bottle of lubrication that Toshiro had grabbed earlier and coated a few of his fingers and his other hand. The hand he had had coated lightly went back to Toshiro's member stroking it with medium strokes. Toshiro moaned loudly trying to thrust down into the hand, but not succeeding. Next Byakuya took two of his lubricated fingers and pushed them into Toshiro at once causing the one bound to cry out in pain and pleasure. Byakuya moved his fingers around searching, searching, searching, found it! He could tell by the loud moan that Toshiro had let out. He moved his fingers in and out at faster pace than normal, but Toshiro didn't care.

His climax was building up even as Byakuya added the third finger inside of him. "Kami-sama. please hurry up and take me.", he pleaded. "I didn't realize how much I'd like this.", he moaned out.

Byakuya kept going a little longer. "Haven't you done this before?", he asked.

"Not like this...It was something I was going...AH...try out with Renji.", Toshiro moaned. "Please no more teasing Byakuya. Please just take me right now. I need it.", he said moaning and panting though he couldn't climax due to the ring he had put on himself.

Byakuya moved his hands away wiping them on the cover when given permission too. He positioned himself behind Toshiro pushing completely in with one powerful thrust and trying to give Toshiro time to adjust to him. However Toshiro didn't seem to like this plan. He started moving back against Byakuya as much as possible.

"Don't worry about it. Just take me.", Toshiro panted. "Hard and Fast. Now!" he said to Byakuya.

Byakuya pulled out almost all the way before ramming back in and hitting Toshiro's sweet spot. He started moving faster and faster bending his longer body over Toshiro's back continuing the almost punishing pace. One of his free hands hooked into Toshiro's hair pulling it back a little bit causing Toshiro to moan and an even louder moan came from his mouth when Byakuya lightly dragged his nails down his back. Byakuya didn't let up for a second making Toshiro scream until he could barely do so anymore.

"Oh..I can't take it..please let me come Byakuya. Please take the ring off of me and let me come.", Toshiro begged him with the pleasure bringing him to tears.

Byakuya complied with his request and snapped the ring off causing Toshiro to come instantly and him to follow suit. Panting he slowly pulled out and untied Toshiro, who took his blindfold off as soon as he could. They both fell to different sides of the bed and passed out.
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Time: 7 PM

Place: Ukitake's house then Renji's apartment

Renji woke up feeling really groggy. It almost felt like his head had gone through a blender and he had to wait for it to right itself. He turned to see white hair. "Shiro?", he asked his world slowly coming to focus. The man turned and Renji shot out of bed faster than one could blink. "Wh-What? Why?", he asked feeling sick to his stomach not to mention the pain in the lower part of his body. This could not be happening.

Ukitake woke up and looked at Renji and then his state of undress. He knew the reason, but you know appearances. His eyes widened at the sight of a naked Renji. "This...I...oh dear.", Ukitake said covering up his body more.

Renji stared in shock as all the memories of what happened flooded into his mind. He shook his head. He needed to get the hell out of here. "I'm..I'm sorry..I didn't mean..I'm so sorry.", he said getting up as fast as his legs would allow him, gathering his clothes, dressing and flash stepping all the way to his apartment. Luckily Toshiro wasn't there and Renji hoped he was still just helping Matsumoto. He went into his bathroom and turned on the shower, undressed and sat in the water. He could feel tears streaming down his face as well as what felt like his soul was shattering. "Toshiro...I'm so sorry.", he murmured over and over.
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Time: 8 PM

Place: Toshiro's apartment

Toshiro woke up feeling pleasantly satisfied until he noticed raven hair instead of crimson. He got up sprinting to the bathroom as fast as he could puking in the toilet. How could I do something like that?, he asked himself. Renji wont ever forgive me for this if I tell him, so I just wont tell him. Though there is a problem of if he finds out on his own. What the hell am I going to do? Even if Renji was with Jushiro, I had no right to do that. Toshiro went back in the room to see certain items out and turned even more pale than he was upon waking up and finding Byakuya in his bed.

Byakuya woke up and looked around. "What is going-?", he asked even though he knew what happened pretty clearly. "Toshiro, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. What even happened? How did we end up like this?", Byakuya asked as if he were confused which he wasn't.

Toshiro just looked horrified and started shaking his head backed against a wall. He didn't even hear when Byakuya said he was just going to leave or when the captain commander dressed and left. He just sat there staring at the bed where the evidence was still sitting. "No..no..no..no...please no. I'm sorry Renji...Renji!", he shouted out to himself before breaking out into more tears. He felt broken.

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Time: 10 PM

Place: Ukitake's house

Byakuya walked into the place, shutting and locking the door. He had stopped off at home to take a shower and change first placing the kenseikan in a cloth which he placed on the table by the door in Ukitake's house. He walked down the hallway until he saw his lover coming his way. Jushiro looked him in the eyes and for a moment they both just stared at one another both happiness and large amounts of jealousy radiating off them in waves.

"Your plan worked.", Jushiro said to him in a somewhat flat voice as he looked Byakuya up and down. He could tell the man took a shower just as he did after Renji left. "You seem like you had a lot of fun with Lieutenant Hitsugaya.", Jushiro said with a bit more edge to his voice than one would expect as they were only pretending to be dating.

Byakuya's eyes narrowed. "Just as I heard you had quite a bit of fun with Captain Abarai.", he said voice damn near dripping with displeasure.

Ukitake quickly walked up to Byakuya pinning him against the wall staring dangerously into his eyes. He moved slightly so that he only had one hand pinning the captain commander's wrists to the wall. His free hand went and loosened both the bottoms they wore allowing them to fall to the floor. Byakuya was already turned on by this whole thing and Ukitake was as well. Ukitake kept his glaring war with Byakuya as he loosened Byakuya's top letting it fall open.

"We are going to do something a little different.", Ukitake said to Byakuya as he took away the hand pinning the captain commander's wrists and instead used both hands to lift Byakuya's legs up and around his waist. He took the vial of the lighter colored liquid since the darker one was gone and used it to coat his member positioning it at Byakuya's entrance, but not pushing inside. "Now Byakuya, I know you love Renji more than anything, however tell me you want me. Tell me you love me for this moment. I already know about Renji so dont even mention him right now." Ukitake said still not making a move to push in.

Byakuya was panting and quite aroused. "I want you. I need you. I...", Byakuya closed his eyes only for a second before reopening them. "I love you.", he said to him and before Ukitake could open his mouth Byakuya spoke again. "I know you love Toshiro more than life itself, but for right now tell me you need me. Tell me you love me.", he said glaring back into his lover's eyes.

Ukitake looked at him with a serious expression. "You know I do.", he said before pushing all the way in Byakuya in one thrust. He continued speaking as he thrust into the captain commander. He said things like 'he would have never put Renji in his place during that one lunch, if he didn't' among others. He didn't move slow or gentle as he took Byakuya this time. With the moans flowing from Byakuya's mouth though it didn't really matter. They climaxed together tears sliding down Byakuya's face though not from pain as their eyes met again.

"Byakuya.", Ukitake said staring into his eyes with a now softer expression.

"Jushiro.", Byakuya said panting with a softer expression as well.

They both moved at once kissing each other softly, passionately, not letting go and still connected. They would have the ones they wanted soon enough but for the moment they didn't care. For yet another moment in time, they were wrapped up in one another not paying attention to the warning signs about their actions.

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*sets up the death threat box* thank you for reading. All threats against my life please place in the box and I shall respond to each one. I guess you can call this the turn around chapter of the fic. Soon Byakuya will be with Renji and Ukitake will be with Toshiro. Thanks and please continue to enjoy reading even if, when, and after you submit your threat. Thank you, MV