Dark Side of the Moon

I got a review commenting on the shortness of my chapters, and I was just wondering if you guys would prefer long chapters, but much less frequent updates, or shorter chapter and more frequent updates? There will be a vote on the bottom.

“//” is emphasis

Alive Again: Part 3/3

Shi pulled my hand away from his penis and lifted me up, scooting me onto my back once again and pulling my pants off the rest of the way. His mouth met with mine and he he spread my trembling thighs, smirking at the soft noises I made. “There's no stopping now.” He licked his fingers to get them wet. “You can't go back.”

“I know.”

“This is gonna hurt.”

I looked up at him hesitatingly, wondering exactly how much pain sex would entail. Without allowing me a second to reply, Shi sealed his mouth over mine, nibbling on my lips and darting his tongue in to massage my own. I lifted my arms and slid my hands to Shirosaki's shoulders, furrowing my eyebrows and grunting as Shiro slipped a finger into me. I tried to turn my head to the side to say...something, maybe to protest. But Shi followed my mouth as I turned my head and added a second finger. My hands clamped on his shoulders in reaction to the achy pain that filled me and I frantically tried to shove him away, to try and find relief.

“Calm down Ichi...” Shiro pulled away enough to breath against my ear, his lips lightly touching them. “Yur not doing yurself any favors by fight'n against it.”

“Shirosaki...?” It was partly a question, I wanted him to explain this feeling, and what he was doing, and why he was doing it. But it was too much to get it when his fingers were jabbing into me, his nails scraping against my prostate- the pleasure and pain was so fucking intense I wanted to snap my legs shut.

Shiro pulled his fingers out and seemed to hesitate for a moment, looking into my eyes. “Do ya trust me, Ichigo?” He said seriously, the blunt head of his cock brushing against the crease of my ass and making me tremble.

“I-” Swallowing, I began again. “I do trust you.”

“Ya probably shouldn't.” Shirosaki commented and dragged his nails down my chest, not drawing blood but making me gasp at the sharp sting. “But I like that ya do.”

“Shi-

He thrust into me before I could finish, making me clench my teeth at the pain. I shoved at his shoulders and pulled my hips back so he almost slipped out. He growled and gripped my hips so I couldn't move, then buried himself to the hilt inside of me. His hand came up quickly to cover my mouth, stifling the scream that ripped from my throat. Oh gods, sex wasn't suppose to be this painful. I couldn't really blame Shirosaki for being so rough, it was in the nature of hollows after all. But I couldn't help but feel a little hurt emotionally- not to mention his obvious physical discomfort- that he did so.

Pulling his hand away slowly from my mouth, Shirosaki nuzzled the side of my neck and bit at the flesh lightly. “Ya feel so good.” He started to pull out but I quickly locked my legs around his waist so he couldn't. It hurt when Shi moved, but he was such an impatient bastard.

“Don't move!” I snapped out breathlessly. Shi frowned slightly and eyed my trembling body and pained expression.

“I told ya it was going to hurt.” Shi growled, if not a little defensively. My only response was to glare and close my eyes tightly, trying to stop the tears. I loved it when Shiro was nice and sweet to me, but I knew that this was also a side of him. “Ichigo...” Shirosaki sounded a little anxious now. His breath washed over my face as he leaned down to lick the salty wet trails on my face. “Ya better now?”

I nodded and relaxed my legs so they weren't clenched around him. He pulled out and pushed back in with a snap of his hips. Shit, it still hurt. But the initial ache was gone, only leaving behind sharp stabs of pain with Shi ground his hips to get in deep inside of me as possible. His mouth on mine stifled the cries and helped me focus on something other than what was going on below. Both of our bodies were slightly moist with sweat, Shiro smelling of something so //him// that I wanted to bury my nose in his neck. “Shit Ichi, I love ya so much.” This was the side of Shirosaki that I liked much better, this sweet side where he cared about me.

His movement quickened as he drew nearer to completion and he wrapped a hand around my forgotten erection. “Tell me ya love me too.” Shi demanded, plowing into me even harder and forcing me to stifle my involuntary cries as he hit my prostate repeatedly. “Tell me!”

“Shi!” I sobbed out as I came, body spasming in pleasure.

“Say it!”

“'love you...” I murmured as I came down slowly from my high, Shiro still moving frantically within me. With a grunt he came inside of me, filling me with hot wetness. He slumped over me, panting and resting his head next to mine.

“We got ta do that again.” He snuffled my slightly sweaty hair with a smile.

“Hmmm...” The pain was coming back now, making my back ache and my insides twitch.

Shiro gently slipped out of me and laid next to me soothing my wince with the gentle stroke of his hand on my side. Again, this was a side of Shiro that I loved. I might have to get used to the more violent side of him when it came to sex, but I loved him all the same.

“I'm sorry I hurt ya.” The hollow's hands gently turned me onto my stomach and I felt his lips press along my spine, his hands gently massaging to ease the pain.

“It's a part of you.” I said as I turned my head to look at him, his eyes somewhat sorrowful and full of affection. “And I love every part of you.'' I grasped one of his white hands and pulled it to my mouth, licking his palm and moving my mouth over it.

“I love ya too, Ichi.” Shiro said and spooned me so our faces were next to each other. “More than I think ya know.”

Was that true? I didn't know. But it was nice to here. Even nicer to have someone taking care of me, gently cleaning me with love and affection. It was nice to have someone special that didn't need protection, that would protect me. I fell asleep with a smile as Shiro yelled at goat face to keep out or he was going to get his ass kicked. Yes, for the first time after taking the shinigami powers from Rukia, I finally feel alive again.

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