Your Smile

Part II

The day at school seemed awfully normal. At least normal for Ichigo. Shinji behaved like nothing had happened. He was even trying to seduce Orihime. Ichigo wondered if the vaizard already forgot about their encounter, or maybe just didn’t want others to suspect anything. It would be reasonable. Even though Ichigo felt proud that he had lost his virginity, he preferred to keep it in secret.

Still, there was something that worried him. Since he had slept with Shinji he couldn’t stop thinking about him. He had disliked Hirako from the first sight and now he was fantasizing about his lean body. He even found himself gazing from time to time at him. He felt like some kind of pervert.

“Kurosaki, pay attention!” The teacher scolded him.

Ichigo blushed, hoping no one was aware of the source of his strange behavior. He tried to focus on the lesson, but with poor results. He started thinking about Shinji again. Sex with him had felt fantastic. Of course he couldn’t make any comparison, but if it always felt so good he wanted more of it. Soon Ichigo realized that he has an erection. If someone had seen it, he would have been utterly embarrassed. He started thinking about things non-sexy to him, like his dad, Kon, hollows and Britney Spears. It worked. When the lesson ended he could safely leave his desk.

At first he tried to ignore the fact Shinji was ‘molesting’ Orihime again, but soon he couldn’t stand it anymore. He grabbed Shinji by his shirt, and dragged him outside, looking pretty angry. And what’s more he did it because he felt jealous rather than to protect Inoue.

“You don’t have to be so...” Hirako didn’t finish because Kurosaki shut him up with a kiss.

Ichigo still didn’t have much experience in it, but he tried to copy what Shinji had done to him before. So he slipped his tongue inside, tasting him. He enjoyed it more that way, being able to have control. Shinji didn’t mind at all, he opened his mouth invitingly, and brought Kurosaki closer to him. Now they were holding each other, kissing passionately. Ichigo would lost himself totally if he hadn’t run out of oxygen.

“That was intense.” Hirako commented, obviously pleased.

“I’ve been thinking a lot about that night...” Ichigo blushed. “It wasn’t... you know... the one night stand, right?”

Shinji smirked.

“It all depends on you, Kurosaki-kun.” He said in a seductive way.

* * *

If only he had gone directly home after school. But his will wasn’t so strong, and he ended up in Shinji’s flat, pushing the vaizard against the wall, kissing his face and neck. There was already to late to stop the events from happening. Maybe he will regret it, but now it wasn’t important, because he wanted Shinji. Wanted badly.

He unbuttoned Hirako’s shirt, revealing he’s smooth chest, and pointed nipples. They looked delicious. Out of curiosity Ichigo licked one of them. It didn’t have a particular taste, but he liked the texture, and found the activity very arousing. He closed his lips around the little nub and started suckling. He couldn’t see Hirako’s face, but from the noises he heard he could tell the vaizard was enjoying himself.

Ichigo moved to the other side of Hirako’s chest, and started suckling on the neglected nipple. He didn’t know any techniques so he just sucked steadily, like a baby from the mother’s breast. Hirako moaned even louder, proving that Ichigo was doing well. Feeling encouraged, Kurosaki touched the already red and swollen nipple with his fingertips, still stimulating the other one with his mouth. Not only Shinji became more excited, but also Ichigo’s member grew larger.

“The bed...” That was all Hirako could say at the moment, but Ichigo understood him perfectly.

They moved to the bedroom.

“Could you change to your shinigami form? It turns me on.” Asked Shinji, starting to undress.

“I thought you don’t like shinigami?”

“But you look hot in hakama.”

The idea seemed a bit odd, but Ichigo didn’t mind. After all people had weirder fetishes.

Hirako laid sprawled on the white sheets, completely naked, and waiting. A moment later Ichigo turned into a shinigami, and joined Shinji on the bed. This time he decided to be more active. Last time Shinji did all the work, and Ichigo wanted to show him that he’s not so innocent anymore. However, it was Shinji who freed his member from hakama, and stroked it lightly. The vaizard was lying under Ichigo, who was on all fours.

“Do you want to put it in me already?” Hirako asked playfully, and Ichigo nodded. “It would be fun to tease you some more, but I can’t wait to feel you inside me.” Hirako grabbed the bottle of lube, and made Ichigo’s dick slick enough so the entry would be easy.

Ichigo kissed Shinji, and hugged him, his penis poking at the other’s male hip. He didn’t want to just ram in. That’s why he tried to show some affection. It felt much better than plain rough sex. Or at least he thought so.

Shinji put his long legs around Kurosaki’s waist, and kissed him back. Then Ichigo abruptly pulled out and grabbed him by his ankles spreading his legs wide apart. Shinji looked at him, and realized that it wasn’t Ichigo at all, but the hollow.

“It’s so rude that he wants all the fun for himself.” Hichigo licked his lips. “You know what’s the main difference between me and my king? He makes love, I fuck.” The hollow laughed. “And since you’re a whore, I’ll fuck you like a whore.”

Suprisingly Hirako didn’t look scared.

“Is talking an only thing you’re good at?” He provoked the hollow.

“I admire your courage.” The hollow said with amusement, and penetrated the vaizard without warning.

Hirako let out a whimper. He felt pain, but it was bearable. Not a big deal. Hichigo groaned, and started pounding into him with such a force and vigor, that the bed was repeatedly hitting the wall. But Hirako didn’t complain. He liked it hard, and the hollow wasn’t really hurting him, even though the line between pleasure and pain was very thin.

“Your hole is so tight... it’s hard to imagine you’re a dirty slut.” The hollow thrust deeper, and dug is fingernails into Hirako’s thighs.

Stop! You’ll hurt him! – begged Ichigo, but he have no control over his own body.

The loud groan was the sign of Hichigo’s release. Hirako felt warm liquid inside him, and he sighed. He didn’t come. How could he know that the hollow would end so fast?

He grabbed his member in order to finish, but Hichigo took hold of his wrists, not letting him touch himself.

“Do you really think this is the end?”

Then Hirako noticed that Hichigo still had an erection. OK, now the vaizard started feeling a bit insecure. It wasn’t normal to regain erection so quickly. It definitely wasn’t normal, and Shinji gulped. He didn’t even notice when the hollow moved him onto is stomach. But he did notice being penetrated from behind. A quick gasp escaped his throat. The penetration didn’t hurt much, since he was already stretched, but it was a creepy feeling when the hollow was laughing behind his back, and pounding into him mercilessly. Even though Hichigo had already come once, he didn’t seem exhausted at all. He was as forceful as for the first time, and what’s more, he could last longer now. Fortunately for Hirako he found his penis being stimulated, what made him climax before the hollow.

Hichigo shot his load inside him again. The amount of semen was huge. Hirako wondered if all the hollows where like that. Hopefully he wouldn’t have a chance to check it. He felt the other male withdrawing, and then he heard a groan. He looked at his partner who seemed to strugle with his hollow self. With a big effort, Kurosaki finally pulled at his mask, and freed himself from the hollow’s tight grip.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t know it would happen. I’m sorry.” Ichigo embraced his lover desperately.

“Don’t worry, I’m fine. Just the bed is totally soaked.”

“I was so scared. He could have hurt you.”

“He couldn’t, I’m still stronger. I let him do me.”

Ichigo didn’t look convinced.

“What if it’ll happen again? He may do something worse.”

“There’s no way he’ll harm me, but he’ll harm your friends for sure. I told you that already. There’s only one way to stop it. You know which one.”

Ichigo shivered. He didn’t want to endanger his friends, but he also didn’t like Hirako’s proposition.

“You did in on purpose, didn’t you? You slept with me in order to recruit me?!”

“No, I didn’t. But it doesn’t matter anyway, because you have no choice.”

“Don’t be so sure. Maybe I have!” Ichigo didn’t like Shinji’s overconfidence.

“You probably think that losing your virginity made you an adult, but you’re wrong. You’re still stubborn like a little kid. I want to help you, but if you think you’re so smart, fine. Wait until you’ll totally loose your sanity.”

While Ichigo sat on the bed, looking pretty worried, Shinji took some tissues and whipped semen from his legs and bottom. Then he put on his clothes.

“I’m going to make some tea. If you happen to make up your mind, let me know.” He announced. “And get back to your body.”

* * *

‘Crap.’ Thought Ichigo going home from school. His life had become even weirder than before. Not only he had to deal with hollows. A bunch of shinigami, he already knew, had come to his school creating a mess. He agreed to train with vaizards, he fought with arrancars, and every one was preparing for the winter war. And it’s not all. He didn’t really want to admit it, but there was no point in lying to himself anymore. He fell in love with Shinji. No matter how crazy it might seem, he wanted Shinji. He wanted to kiss him, to hold him, and never let go, and he hated himself for that. He felt like some stupid girl falling in love for the first time. Well, actually he did fall in love for the first time, but he wasn’t a girl. And all happened because he slept with Shinji. He knew that sex didn’t have to do anything with love, but he couldn’t separate those two things. Maybe he was too sensitive.

There was still early so he decided to visit Shinji, who skipped school. Actually there was not much point for the vaizard to pretend a student anymore.

Ichigo knocked to the door and waited. Ten seconds, twenty seconds, thirty seconds passed and nothing. He knocked again. Thirty seconds passed, one minute passed...

“Yes?” Shinji opened the door only slightly.

“Can I come in?”

“Well... it’s not a good timing.”

“It won’t take long... I just wanted to... see you.” Ichigo blushed.

“Oh... OK, come in.” Shinji dragged Ichigo in, looking a bit uneasy, and locked the door. Then Ichigo noticed that Hirako was wearing only a shirt. From his school uniform to be exact. “Wait in the kitchen, and don’t go anywhere, OK?”

It seemed that Hirako was in a hurry. All of this made Ichigo feeling very confused. He sat in the kitchen for a while, but soon got very impatient. Whatever Shinji was doing it probably wasn’t something Ichigo should see. That’s why the boy decided to check it. There was no one in the bedroom, but door to the sitting room where closed. He also heard some strange noises coming from there. He knew peeping through the key hole is wrong, but he did it anyway. Then he regretted it. From what he could see there was some strange man taking Shinji from behind against the table. Ichigo felt sick at the sight and he returned to the kitchen. He drank the glass of water, and stared at the table. Probably this one had been used for immoral activities as well.

‘He was right, I’m so naive.’ Ichigo clenched his teeth. He really had thought that Shinji had given up prostitution after sleeping with him, but he had been wrong. Now he felt very stupid.

He heard the door opening, voices, and finally someone leaving. After a minute Shinji entered the kitchen. At least he put his pants on.

“Sorry, I thought it would be faster. You can go to the sitting room now, though is still a bit messy.”

Ichigo didn’t say anything, just went there. Hirako quickly hid the toys, and dropped the used condom into the dust bin. Ichigo wished he hadn’t seen that.

“So how was at school? Was Orihime-chan asking about me?” Shinji grinned.

“What’s wrong with you? You were just fucking with some stranger, and you behave like nothing happened!” Ichigo said angry.

“I’ve already told you it’s my job.”

“But what about me? I thought... I thought that I’m...” he blushed, but decided to say it anyway “I thought that I’m special to you.”

“You are special.” Hirako touched Ichigo’s face.

“So how can you sleep with other guys?”

“Don’t worry, I’m not infected.”

“That’s not what I meant! It’s just...”

“You’re jealous?”

Ichigo doesn’t have to reply. He’s expression was saying enough.

“Don’t be. They are only clients. I forget about them as soon as I get my money. I care only about you, Kurosaki-kun. Or maybe I should call you Ichi-chan?” Shinji kissed him gently, and it was enough to shut Ichigo up. But still not enough to convince him.


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