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Crushing Golden Dreams
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Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male
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Category:
Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
3
Views:
3,968
Reviews:
16
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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I do not own Bleach, and I do not make any money from writing this story.
Love or Lust
No matter how it was looked at, he was royally screwed. He was intoxicated, so even if he could get his lieutenant off of him, he wouldn't get very far without stumbling or even falling over. Not to mention he was pinned quite roughly to his bed and in his state there was no way he could over power Aizen. Shinji finally decided that he'd stop struggling, no matter how much he twisted or tried to wrench himself from Aizen's death grip, it didn't do him any good and just gave Aizen too much enjoyment. He had learned a long time ago that if someone was trying to get reactions out of you it didn't work in your favor to give them said reactions.
Even though in his mind he decided not to react to anything, he couldn't help as his entire body stiffened as his lieutenant's face got too close for comfort. Before he could turn his head to the side to avoid the oncoming confrontation, their lips were crushed together at a bruising pressure. Shinji's eyes widened and as he opened his mouth to cry out, Aizen pushed his tongue inside Shinji's mouth. At that moment, Shinji stopped questioning whether this was actually happening and instead began to wonder why. Why was Aizen doing all of this and what could he possibly gain from it?
He had never done this with anyone before and especially not another man. Thousands of thoughts were buzzing around inside his head and thousands of emotions threatened to take him over. He knew in his heart of hearts that this was not something he wanted, yet there was a part of him that welcomed---even wanted to urge the other man on. Aizen's tongue explored the inside of his mouth and he began licking at Shinji's tongue as if he was trying to coax the other into participating. At first Shinji didn't respond at all, but after a few more minutes of the heated kiss he started to kiss back. They both fought for dominance of the others mouth, neither one of them backing down for an instance.
The heated kiss was broken by Aizen, that smirk still plastered on his face and that malice still glimmering behind his kind persona. The pressure around his wrists was finally lightened a little as Aizen trailed one of his hands down his captain's chest and pulled open the top half of his uniform, exposing Shinji's chest. He could feel his lieutenant's eyes all over his exposed skin and it made him shiver. Aizen ran his hand up Shinji's side and brushed his thumb lightly across a pert nipple, earning him a surprised gasp.
"I haven't even done anything to you, yet you're already this sensitive?"
Shinji was sure that his face had just grown more pink than they already were. He jerked his head to the side, he didn't want to let Aizen see that his words had gotten to him. The pert bud had gotten Aizen's attention, though and he continued to brush his thumb over it, but Shinji wasn't responding the way Aizen had hoped for. So without warning, he lowered his face to his captain's chest and took the bud between his teeth. He rolled it between his teeth, Shinji arched his back off the bed and couldn't help that he was becoming more and more vocal.
The remaining hand that had him pinned down lifted from it's position and found it's way to Shinji's other nipple. Before this day, Shinji had never known that he was so sensitive there and the way Aizen's mouth and hand worked in perfect sync was starting to drive him mad. Shinji's hands shot out and buried themselves in Aizen's brown hair; he wanted to feel more of this overwhelming pleasure. The warmth that had been surrounding his nipple was removed and he groaned at the loss, but Aizen wasn't finished. He moved his mouth up to his captain's neck and began a combination of biting and sucking a path up to Shinji's ear.
The bites started off hard, but Shinji didn't care, all he wanted was to keep the sensations coming. When Aizen reached his destination, he licked the shell of Shinji's ear, earning himself yet another beautiful moan from his flaxen haired captain.
"Captain," he breathed into the others ear, "Do you want me?"
At this point he no longer cared about embarrassing himself, all he wanted was more. With heavy-lidded eyes he turned his face towards Aizen and between heavy panting he managed a small, "Yes."
"Good, I'll remember that." Aizen said as he lifted himself off his captain and straightened out his uniform before briskly turning and leaving the room without so much as another word.
Shinji watched, dumbfounded, as his lieutenant walked away from him as if nothing happened and as the door was shut behind him, he could feel hot tears of frustration stream down his face. This wasn't what was supposed to happen and the more he thought about it the more confused he became. His lieutenant just confessed his love for him and then they started getting intimate and for a brief second he had felt like maybe---just maybe---he loved Aizen too. Was it really love though? Or was it just lust? In the dark room that had suddenly gotten so much bigger and more lonely, the captain of squad five let out a heart wrenching scream.
That night was the first night in a long time that Shinji Hirako had shed tears over something. He was hurt, confused, and frustrated. When he had first heard his lieutenant speak of love, he felt something deep inside himself spring to life and when Aizen was touching him it just felt so right, but he couldn't bring himself to think that he was in love with the man that he distrusted the most. He continued to cry until he finally fell asleep from sheer exhaustion.
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A/N: Oh gods. I apologize profusely for such a depressing end for a chapter! I just couldn't bring myself to write something fluffy when their relationship was anything but fluffy. But I hope that some of you will stick around and look forward to the next part! Your comments were what motivated me to continue the story, so please continue to leave comments for me.
Even though in his mind he decided not to react to anything, he couldn't help as his entire body stiffened as his lieutenant's face got too close for comfort. Before he could turn his head to the side to avoid the oncoming confrontation, their lips were crushed together at a bruising pressure. Shinji's eyes widened and as he opened his mouth to cry out, Aizen pushed his tongue inside Shinji's mouth. At that moment, Shinji stopped questioning whether this was actually happening and instead began to wonder why. Why was Aizen doing all of this and what could he possibly gain from it?
He had never done this with anyone before and especially not another man. Thousands of thoughts were buzzing around inside his head and thousands of emotions threatened to take him over. He knew in his heart of hearts that this was not something he wanted, yet there was a part of him that welcomed---even wanted to urge the other man on. Aizen's tongue explored the inside of his mouth and he began licking at Shinji's tongue as if he was trying to coax the other into participating. At first Shinji didn't respond at all, but after a few more minutes of the heated kiss he started to kiss back. They both fought for dominance of the others mouth, neither one of them backing down for an instance.
The heated kiss was broken by Aizen, that smirk still plastered on his face and that malice still glimmering behind his kind persona. The pressure around his wrists was finally lightened a little as Aizen trailed one of his hands down his captain's chest and pulled open the top half of his uniform, exposing Shinji's chest. He could feel his lieutenant's eyes all over his exposed skin and it made him shiver. Aizen ran his hand up Shinji's side and brushed his thumb lightly across a pert nipple, earning him a surprised gasp.
"I haven't even done anything to you, yet you're already this sensitive?"
Shinji was sure that his face had just grown more pink than they already were. He jerked his head to the side, he didn't want to let Aizen see that his words had gotten to him. The pert bud had gotten Aizen's attention, though and he continued to brush his thumb over it, but Shinji wasn't responding the way Aizen had hoped for. So without warning, he lowered his face to his captain's chest and took the bud between his teeth. He rolled it between his teeth, Shinji arched his back off the bed and couldn't help that he was becoming more and more vocal.
The remaining hand that had him pinned down lifted from it's position and found it's way to Shinji's other nipple. Before this day, Shinji had never known that he was so sensitive there and the way Aizen's mouth and hand worked in perfect sync was starting to drive him mad. Shinji's hands shot out and buried themselves in Aizen's brown hair; he wanted to feel more of this overwhelming pleasure. The warmth that had been surrounding his nipple was removed and he groaned at the loss, but Aizen wasn't finished. He moved his mouth up to his captain's neck and began a combination of biting and sucking a path up to Shinji's ear.
The bites started off hard, but Shinji didn't care, all he wanted was to keep the sensations coming. When Aizen reached his destination, he licked the shell of Shinji's ear, earning himself yet another beautiful moan from his flaxen haired captain.
"Captain," he breathed into the others ear, "Do you want me?"
At this point he no longer cared about embarrassing himself, all he wanted was more. With heavy-lidded eyes he turned his face towards Aizen and between heavy panting he managed a small, "Yes."
"Good, I'll remember that." Aizen said as he lifted himself off his captain and straightened out his uniform before briskly turning and leaving the room without so much as another word.
Shinji watched, dumbfounded, as his lieutenant walked away from him as if nothing happened and as the door was shut behind him, he could feel hot tears of frustration stream down his face. This wasn't what was supposed to happen and the more he thought about it the more confused he became. His lieutenant just confessed his love for him and then they started getting intimate and for a brief second he had felt like maybe---just maybe---he loved Aizen too. Was it really love though? Or was it just lust? In the dark room that had suddenly gotten so much bigger and more lonely, the captain of squad five let out a heart wrenching scream.
That night was the first night in a long time that Shinji Hirako had shed tears over something. He was hurt, confused, and frustrated. When he had first heard his lieutenant speak of love, he felt something deep inside himself spring to life and when Aizen was touching him it just felt so right, but he couldn't bring himself to think that he was in love with the man that he distrusted the most. He continued to cry until he finally fell asleep from sheer exhaustion.
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A/N: Oh gods. I apologize profusely for such a depressing end for a chapter! I just couldn't bring myself to write something fluffy when their relationship was anything but fluffy. But I hope that some of you will stick around and look forward to the next part! Your comments were what motivated me to continue the story, so please continue to leave comments for me.