Always~

For the first time in my life, I wanted his warmth. I wanted him to pull me close and kiss me all over again. Even the thought made my heart flutter, I had never even looked at him like that ever, until I was kissing him. He was very handsome, his jaw was finely chiseled. Voice deep with a low wolf like growl, his arms thick and broad. My brain went wild after his kiss. I began to do what he asked...I started to touch my self. I was nervous at first and ashamed but it felt so good. I couldn\'t stop my actions, it felt like I was in heaven...if soul reapers had a heaven that was.



I would pant his name in heated moans and gasp for release in my room. It had been a week since Kenpachi and I had spoken. He had returned from a mission and when he returned I was eager to see him. I spoke to him about all the things that needed to be done and he finally interrupted me " How have you been?"



I stuttered over his words and blushed "I have been good, how was the mission?"



"Lonely I missed your blabbering." He grinned.



"Well I missed you jingles." I reached up and slapped at the bells." I got some more shampoo for you to wash your hair with." She added.



"Finally they got some more back eh?" He closed his eyes and nodded.



"Yup! Well I better go see if there is anything else for me to do" I spoke walking out of the room when he spoke to me again.



"Can you help bandage me up?" He asked.



I looked back " You didn\'t get hurt I thought?"



"Its tiny...but I know how you worry." He looked away.



I walked over to his desk and set the clipboard down and knelt between his legs.I began to unravel the terrible bandaging job he had done and uncovered a large wound. It was not tiny at all. He laughed at the pain and took his robe off. I smugged at him and spoke " This is not little." I scolded."You need to be careful."



He leaned forward and pulled my chin up to his view " I think its so cute when you worry." He leaned in and kissed me.Unlike the time before, I welcomed the kiss and returned it. He pulled away slowly and smiled " You like it now?"



"I never disliked it." I admitted looking back down to the wound. I peeled the dried bandages a little more and leaned forward to the dried blood and kissed the wound under his rib " For me please be careful?" I asked pleading.



"Won\'t guarantee anything."He looked away and I couldn\'t help but try to get him to. So I took his hand in my own and placed it on my chest above my breast. He looked down at me curiously.



"If you promise to be careful, I promise to you that if I ever need help I will call you name."



"Eh? What\'s this. Are you saying you are going to be getting in trouble?"



"Its just in case...something like that happens again...but worse."



I saw the expression on his face change to something more then anger he leaned over and scooped me up in his arms and walked over to the bed. I didn\'t like the idea of him carrying me because of his wound but...he didn\'t care. He set me on the bed and unraveled his other jacket and set it on the chair. I watched as his body moved over to the candle and blew it out. I didn\'t know what was going on but I could hear my heartbeat fill the room. He walked over to the opposite side of the bed and tossed his other jacket on the ground and moved under the covers. I felt him hold them open, I quickly got under and rolled over. "G-goodnight." I spoke suddenly. I could feel his arms wrap around my waist and pull me to his body. I could feel his body heat. "Ken-chan,what are you doing?"



"I am sleeping next to you."



"O-oh....so...do you promise."



I felt his breath suddenly whisper in my ear " Yachiru, I promise to always protect you." He kissed the harder cartilidge of my ear. I breathed heavy as I felt his teeth nip and tug at my ear.​It was the strangest sensation I had every felt, it was tickling and gave me goosebumps. But it also made my heart pound fast, I could feel all these new sensations, I didn\'t know what to​ with them. My brain screamed different things and I heard all of them in a jumbled mess. The only thing that came out was these little noises from my throat. It made by breath hitch and my head automatically turned to the side ​to reveal my neck. It was then I felt his warm fingers move my hair from my neck letting the air hit my sensitive skin. I breathed heavy as I felt his teeth nip at me. I pressed back into him to feel his other hand pull me closer. I was drowning in his touch.



"I don\'t know...know what I am doing."



"Just do what you feel is right." He whispered again.



I could feel my heart pump my blood faster through my body, it was so strange. All of these things were happening to me, I felt so scared but it also felt so exhilarating. I liked him touching me, I liked hearing him growl for me. It made me feel...wanted, or noticed? Or maybe even both, I brought my hand nervously back to him. I wrapped it around his head and laced my fingers through his black hair.It was thick and still was styled in his normal star like style. He moaned feeling me pull his lips to my neck.



"I like when you...do that..."I pulled him to the crook in my neck and he nipped softly on me. He was going slow for me...which surprised me.



"You are driving me wild Yachiru."



Too soon I guess? I should have known he was being tied down to move so gentle and slow. I knew I would regret my words, but I spoke up "Then...do what you feel is right...too Ken-chan." I stuttered out. Within an instant he whirled me around and brought his hand to my hips. I could feel his arm pull me close to him.I began to tremble, I felt my vision blur as his hands began to unravel my clothing. My cheeks burned,my body burned everything burned and then he paused, I closed my eyes tight and I felt him kiss my forehead gently.​I opened my eyes and his hands pulled my uniform open. I felt the cool air and gasped as his hands found their way up and over my back. I let out a whisper of a moan and I heard him return the moan. I felt my inside dip and roll as he brought his hands to my shoulders then my neck and pulled me up for a kiss. This was amazing and nerve racking. What was I doing!? I didn\'t know what I was doing...but it felt good and I didn\'t want to stop him. Kenpachi pulled back and his hands moved down my chest to my breast and I felt his fingers find my perky beads, " AH!Ken-chan, oh,that feels so good." I moaned trembling even more. I brought my hands up to his neck and held onto him as his fingers worked over my breasts, massaging and tugging on them.



I was breathing heavy and gasping for air and he grinned " Yachiru, your getting me hard." He growled.



"Hard?"



He stopped and took my hand and brought it too his pants. I pulled back fast and he smiled. " That scary?"



"N-no...its just...I...never...have-



"Relax. I don\'t want you doing anything tonight."



"W-what?"



Before I could even finish the words his lips were on my neck nipping and sucking, I could feel his sharp teeth pricking over my soft and sensitive skin. He moved down slowly to my right breast and sucked on my nipple. I arched my back and covered my mouth, holding back my cries of pleasure. He looked up and spoke "I want to hear that."



"But what if the others he-



"Good. Then they will know whose you are."



"Ken-chan." I blushed looking away, my cheeks were on fire and it wasn\'t helping.His lips were hot and his tongue was smooth and wet going over my skin. It felt so good.My legs began to move on there own, I tightened my knees together to try and ease the fire I had burning between my legs.



He pulled back and grinned, I could feel his hands move to my knees, I tightened them even more. It was strange, its like I knew what was coming...but really I didn\'t. His fingers brushed gently over my sheathed legs, his movements made me relax. I eased my legs, un-clamping them and he began to pull on my pants. Pulling them down to make me completely naked. I didn\'t care anymore, his tongue was distracting me as he toyed with my nipples more. I breathed his name over and over again as he did so. Then I felt his fingers trace up my legs to thighs where he spread my legs gently.



"Ken-chan...I...I don\'t know if you should be touchin-AH!" His fingers glided inside of me with ease as he began to dig for something inside of me. I moaned and panted heavy. He brought his body over mine and I rolled on my back, spreading my legs instinctively for him. "Kenpachi...oh gods that feels amazing." I couldn\'t believe the words coming out of my mouth...but they were.



He leaned into my ear "Say my name like that, again."



I complied "Kenpachi..."I moaned.



He moved deeper inside and arched his fingers up inside my body. " AH!!!Kenpachi, right there!" I trembled arching my back and grabbing for anything to hold onto. He did again and again and again making me cry out more and more. My hands grabbed behind me and I held onto the sheets so tight my knuckles turned white.



I glanced up to see his breathing was unsteady. It wasn\'t until he moved into kiss me that I felt his hardened member again, the area it was pressing against was moist. His body was craving what I was getting. I bit my lip and sat up,he moved with me and continued. I moaned in return and leaned forward and began to undo his pants.



"Y-you don\'t have to Yachiru."



I leaned forward and kissed him, I pulled back and swallowed. "I don\'t know what I am doing...but I will just-



"Just use me to explore my Yachiru." He moaned and pulled his fingers out. I looked at him as he began to take his pants off. I re-situated on my knees and put my weight on them as he laid on his back. He gestured for me to come there and in a quick movement I felt his hands bring my body up to him. He had his face between my legs as I was over his private areas.



I gasped "Kenpachi, not there! I-" But before I could even protest his tongue was moving over me,I let out a loud moan as he dipped his tongue into my body and pushed in far, my body pushed against him and I leaned down taking his thickness in my mouth. I lapped up the fluids coming from him and nipped and sucked on the head. He seemed to like it, so I continued it. I then moved my face to the base and began to lick down there, his legs trembled. I couldn\'t help but pause a couple moments here and there, he had found this spot on me down there that made me cry out in so much pleasure I needed more. " There! Please!"



"Do you like this Yachiru?"



"Y-yes! Please go back to that spot." I begged.



"What spot? Here?" He teased taking hold of it with his teeth.



"AH~Kenpachi." He began to suck it and my legs trembled. He brought his fingers to the hole he was in earlier and began to finger me hard. I moaned feeling him inside me like that. I moved my face down to his again and wrapped my lips over his head and began to bob my head up and down hoping he liked it. His legs trembled once more as we moved in unison. I felt the heat building higher and higher until finally I cried out loud, so loud that I couldn\'t finish. He moaned as I left him on the edge but he didn\'t stop until finally my legs trembled so hard that I felt like I was going to crush him. It was so sudden but I felt myself pour onto him and I blushed deeply...had I just urinated on him?



"I AM SO SORRY!"



He laughed and in a swift movement brought me over him. He pointed to his face and I swallowed, " Clean me then, Yachiru" He smiled.



I nodded and brought my tongue to his face and moved it over his scars, to his nose and lapped up my juices, it didn\'t smell like urine. It smelled different and it didn\'t taste bad either. I moved my hips low rubbing myself over his member and he groaned. I bit my lower lip and pressed down and he quickly grabbed my hips. "Yachiru." He breathed " I want you to be sure."



"I am sure."



"You will lose something you cannot get back." He warned, I could see his resistance shaking.



"My virginity?" I asked confidently.



"Yes. If you do this-



"I know no one better to have it." I moaned looking away quickly. I felt his hand brush my hair from my face.



"You are something you know that?"He asked in a tone I had never heard.



"Will you help me...if I am doing it wrong?"



"Let me take this?" He asked.



"O-ok." His hands guided me onto the tip of him and he pushed upwards slowly. I trembled, it felt like a puzzle I had been trying to solve forever was finally done. I sighed as he slid in. It was only a couple seconds into it that I felt a pressure suddenly, it was painful and I winced.



"shh, lean against me." He said holding his hips still and took one of his hands and held me up and the other brought my arms around his neck and I felt him move suddenly up into me. I cried out and bit my lower lip hard making myself bleed. I felt tears bead at the corners of my eyes. His hands moved in my hair I felt him holding back. It was hard for him, but he was.



"Make it better...Kenpachi." I plead with lust in my voice.



He pulled out and pushed back inside over and over making me tremble all over again.I cried out in pleasure and the pain was erased from me, I moaned and my fingers dug into his back as he moved into me. I heard him moaning as well. "So hot Yachiru, god. I love you." He whispered in my ear and I brought my fingers into his hair and moaned again,nuzzling into his neck.



"Take me harder. Please, make me remember this forever." I begged, my voice was so different as it emptied into his ears.



I moved so fast I couldn\'t even​ see the room as he spun me onto my back. He hovered over me positioning at my entrance and began to push inside me slow at first and then faster he grunted and moaned as he moved. It wasn\'t like I was silent either, I begged and pleaded for more. I felt my self giving way and my body was building up again. He spoke in my ear " Cum for me."



"C-cum? I don\'t-



"Let yourself go for me again Yachiru." He moaned pushing in harder and faster. I could feel myself tighten around him and then my insides trembled and I released again and at the same time I felt him release inside of me. I let my legs fall and he caught them gently letting them fall to the bed. He was panting and was tired just as much maybe even more then I was. I brought my weak arms up to him and gestured for him to lay next to me. He smiled and pulled me up to him. " I think if I laid there I would crush you little one." He grinned holding me close.



"I love you captain."



"I love you my dearest Yachiru."



It occurred to me as I fell asleep in his arms...that this is where I wanted to be forever. He was the part I was looking for, the part I yearned for and needed. He was the one I truly did love and as I felt the way he had touched me earlier...it became obvious...that I was always meant for him...and he waited for me.​ ​



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