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By: Gnat
folder Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 9
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Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach, nor the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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Stupid Bastards


“…I love you.”

“…Shut up.”

“Don’t fuckin’ ignore me.”

“I… I don’t want to hear this. This isn’t the time goddammit.”

“Don’t trivialize this.”

“…”

“Stop fucking hatin’ yourself and your stupid goddamn emotions. You don’t have to keep hurtin’ yourself cause ‘a your corpse of a mother.”

“…Don’t ever talk about her. Ever.”

“She’s dead. She’s dead and it wasn’t your fucking fault, haven’t you figured that out yet? It wasn’t your fault, and you’re allowed to feel something besides pain!”

“It’s not like I am who I am just because of her! What do you know about pain!?”

“I know it! I know it every time I have to tear into you, literally fucking beat you before you relax and actually look at me! Because the rest of the time you hate me and hate yourself for even letting me stand next to you! What, think I’m too dumb to notice that shit? I ain’t stupid Ichigo!”

“You’re… a vice, a vice I have to let go of!”

“Admit to yourself you fucking need me!”

“Let go, you disgusting bastard!”

“You need me, you want me, let yourself feel it or I’m goin’ to go insane! Your mother ain’t here to love you? You ain’t here feelin’ a thing for me! Most of the time, you don’t feel a goddamn thing for me and I deal with it! But I got over myself and let myself give a shit about you, it’s time you do the same!”

“It hurts too fucking much, stop it, just stop it, please…”

“It doesn’t have to hurt so much all the time if you just let me in!”

“Every wound I can’t stop, every dying look in their eyes when they realize they’re not good enough, the feeling when I’m not good enough--”

“How many times I got to tell you to shut up?”

“You think I’m a weakling.”

“Shut the fuck up.”

“Grimmjow--”

“Shut the fuck up!”

“Ah! …”

“…”

“Nn…”

“…”

“Oh god… Goddammit, goddamn you Grimmjow…”

“…It’s alright.”

“It’s not…”

“…”

"..."

"..."

“…I love you...”

“I know, y’stupid bastard...
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