Crushing Golden Dreams
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Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
3
Views:
3,969
Reviews:
16
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Chapter 3
It had been a terrible night for captain Hirako Shinji. He had fallen asleep from the exhaustion of crying so much, but he ended up getting less than three hours of sleep. Sleep would overtake him and then the next minute he was awake and had so much running through his mind that he couldn't get back to sleep. After a few times of repeating that process he decided that it would be best to just get up and start his day.
It was one of those days that he knew was going to be terrible. He stood in front of his mirror and brushed his hair, making sure that it hadn't gotten tangled from his activities from the night. When he turned his head to the side he noticed a few bruises that had formed, no doubt because of Aizen's biting, and he couldn't help the small amount of color that crept into his cheeks. Last night he was truly ready to give himself wholeheartedly to Aizen, but the bastard was just playing mind games the entire time.
Shinji tugged his uniform and covered up the bruises that littered his neck before taking a deep breath and heading out the door. He knew that he wouldn't be able to get over what happened last night, but he could put on the best mask possible and make everyone think that things were dandy. He walked through the corridors of squad five with his normal expression and held himself tall like usual. On the way to his office he was bombarded with the normal array of "Good Morning"s and "Hello, Captain"s.
"Morning!" He shouted boisterously in response to his squad members.
Everything was completely okay, that is, until he saw Aizen standing there. It was a good thing that no one was around because Shinji's expression changed dramatically; he just couldn't keep his composure around his lieutenant.
"I hope you slept well, Captain."
There it was again, that terrible smirk that he had worn all night. It chilled him to the bone to see Aizen smile like that while joking about something that was so painful. He swallowed hard. Aizen wanted to see him fall to pieces and that was something that Shinji was not going to play into.
"Best sleep of my life, actually. Now get outta my way, I have paperwork to finish up."
It seemed Aizen wasn't expecting him to act like that and the lieutenant's mouth dropped a bit, which improved Shinji's mood greatly. The captain pushed his lieutenant out of the way and walked briskly into his office, his golden hair swishing lightly behind him. His retort didn't throw Aizen off for too long because soon after he had taken a seat behind his desk Aizen was shutting the doors behind him. Shinji's heart sank; he didn't have enough time to pull himself together and now he was locked in a room, alone, with the very man that had toyed with him.
He stood, about to give Aizen a piece of his mind, but was pushed back into his seat. Seconds later his lips were pressed against Aizen's lips and he found himself giving in to the man already. Instead of struggling like he had before, he parted his lips and allowed Aizen access to the warm and wet cavern of his mouth. He groaned as Aizen explored his mouth with his tongue and he wrapped his arms around the back of Aizen's head. The kiss was deepened and Shinji didn't want anything more than to drown in the sensations his lieutenant was showing him.
Just like the night before, he could feel himself getting more and more aroused and he hated it. He hated himself for liking it. He hated everything about what was going on.
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A/N: I know this is really short and I know that it's been forever. I apologize, guys, I really do. Things were just so damn busy over the Holidays winter classes started back up. I want wish everyone a Happy New year! Right, so I'm not quite sure if I like this chapter or not. Should I not worry about it, guys? Oh, I want to thank you all for all the great reviews and for sticking around for new updates! And to those of you who are newer readers, thank you for taking the time to read my story!
It was one of those days that he knew was going to be terrible. He stood in front of his mirror and brushed his hair, making sure that it hadn't gotten tangled from his activities from the night. When he turned his head to the side he noticed a few bruises that had formed, no doubt because of Aizen's biting, and he couldn't help the small amount of color that crept into his cheeks. Last night he was truly ready to give himself wholeheartedly to Aizen, but the bastard was just playing mind games the entire time.
Shinji tugged his uniform and covered up the bruises that littered his neck before taking a deep breath and heading out the door. He knew that he wouldn't be able to get over what happened last night, but he could put on the best mask possible and make everyone think that things were dandy. He walked through the corridors of squad five with his normal expression and held himself tall like usual. On the way to his office he was bombarded with the normal array of "Good Morning"s and "Hello, Captain"s.
"Morning!" He shouted boisterously in response to his squad members.
Everything was completely okay, that is, until he saw Aizen standing there. It was a good thing that no one was around because Shinji's expression changed dramatically; he just couldn't keep his composure around his lieutenant.
"I hope you slept well, Captain."
There it was again, that terrible smirk that he had worn all night. It chilled him to the bone to see Aizen smile like that while joking about something that was so painful. He swallowed hard. Aizen wanted to see him fall to pieces and that was something that Shinji was not going to play into.
"Best sleep of my life, actually. Now get outta my way, I have paperwork to finish up."
It seemed Aizen wasn't expecting him to act like that and the lieutenant's mouth dropped a bit, which improved Shinji's mood greatly. The captain pushed his lieutenant out of the way and walked briskly into his office, his golden hair swishing lightly behind him. His retort didn't throw Aizen off for too long because soon after he had taken a seat behind his desk Aizen was shutting the doors behind him. Shinji's heart sank; he didn't have enough time to pull himself together and now he was locked in a room, alone, with the very man that had toyed with him.
He stood, about to give Aizen a piece of his mind, but was pushed back into his seat. Seconds later his lips were pressed against Aizen's lips and he found himself giving in to the man already. Instead of struggling like he had before, he parted his lips and allowed Aizen access to the warm and wet cavern of his mouth. He groaned as Aizen explored his mouth with his tongue and he wrapped his arms around the back of Aizen's head. The kiss was deepened and Shinji didn't want anything more than to drown in the sensations his lieutenant was showing him.
Just like the night before, he could feel himself getting more and more aroused and he hated it. He hated himself for liking it. He hated everything about what was going on.
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A/N: I know this is really short and I know that it's been forever. I apologize, guys, I really do. Things were just so damn busy over the Holidays winter classes started back up. I want wish everyone a Happy New year! Right, so I'm not quite sure if I like this chapter or not. Should I not worry about it, guys? Oh, I want to thank you all for all the great reviews and for sticking around for new updates! And to those of you who are newer readers, thank you for taking the time to read my story!