Crush Or Lust

Still don't own dang it.

Chapter 5


Ichigo hadn't tried to speak to his sister when he walked her home the week before. She had come over twice since that afternoon and when someone would mention Toushirou, she would change the subject or leave.

It wasn't much better at Toushirou's. Both he and Rangiku had tried to figure out what happened. Hence the reason they were all gathered at Ichigo's right now, everyone minus Karin. Even Yuzu was there.


Toushirou sat back, looking at Isshin. "I swear to you, I didn't do anything she didn't want. She wasn't ready to have sex so we didn't. What we did do, I thought she enjoyed."


Isshin shook his head. "She hasn't said anything to me. When I try to talk to her, she leaves the room. It's like she expects us to ask about it."


Yuzu sighed. "Guys, look. She didn't say anything to Dad because she didn't want him to be embarrassed of her. She didn't say nothing to you guys because your his friend, but, she did confide in me."

Everyone looked over. "WHAT?", the room yelled out.

Yuzu nodded. "Yes. I know what's bothering her and it isn't anything that Toushirou did. She feels like he would see her, as she sees herself now. Technically, your not dating fully, you never asked her to be your girlfriend and she never asked you to be her boyfriend. Karin feels like she is a loose girl, willing to do anything to pleasure a guy. Honestly, she never expected you to find out what she did that night you passed out. Karin thinks you deserve better."


Toushirou's fists tightened. "But she didn't do anything "loose" as she would say. We took pleasure in each other. Hell, I thought she knew I wanted her as my girlfriend."


Yuzu shook her head. "Toushirou, it is different here. Dad raised us better than that. She, I don't know. Karin, is Karin."

Renji and Ichigo shared a look. "Camping trip. She can't run from him there and she will have to talk to him. She likes camping. I'll pick her up and well, she won't have a choice now will she?"

Toushirou smiled. "I will let her know how I feel. Sake would be a good thing."

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That weekend, Karin agreed to go camping with the group. If nothing else she could see Toushirou without having to face him. But when the two of them arrived, Karin looked around confused.


"Hey Ichigo. There is only three tents."


Ichigo nodded. "Yep. Gonna be bunking up and sharing. One's mine and Rukia's. One's Orihime and Renji's and the other is yours and Toushirou's."


Karin nodded in understanding, her face dropping. "I understand." She walked over, placing her stuff inside.

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That night when she thought no one was looking, she gathered her stuff up for a bath. Ichigo had paid for the area next to a hot spring, asking that they not be disturbed. When she walked off, a few minutes later, Toushirou stood up and followed her.


He allowed her to soak for a while before he walked into the water after her. Karin shot up and her eyes went wide at seeing all his clothes folded on the ground next to her own. "We need to talk Karin. And I won't let you leave, till we do."

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Renji watched Toushirou walk away and raised his eyebrow to Ichigo. The boy shook his head. "No, they need this time alone, after all that was the plan."

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Karin started to back away, only to force her self into a place where there was no opening to escape. Toushiro stood in front of her and stared into her eyes.


"Talk tome Karin. You have been avoiding me for over a week. What is it?"


He saw tears starting to leak from her eyes. "I'm no better than a slut. Your aren't my boyfriend and I took advantage of you when you were drunk. You deserve better. I will die one day and that isn't fair to you.."


His hand on her cheek caused her to raise her gaze. "Baby. I forgot the real world is different from the society. I want you to be my girlfriend. When I close my eyes, I see us together. As for you dying one day, unless your killed in battle, you won't die. Your father is a shinigami, your brother is a shinigami and that makes you and your sister, shinigami's. "


Karin's eyes went wide. "Really?"

He nodded. "Yes, no other woman makes me this hard or want this much. I can't even think unless the thoughts are about you."

He bent over kissing her and moaned when she kissed him back.
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"I missed seeing you Shiro.", she panted.

"I missed you as well.", he said between kisses and nips on her neck. "So how about it? Wanna be my girlfriend?"


Karin jerked him to her in a hard kiss. "Yes.", she whispered, before their lips touched.


Toushirou ran his hands up and down her back under the water. He would give her as much time as she needed but he was pleasantly surprised when her legs wrapped around his hips, nestling his member between her lower lips. He opened his eyes to meet her own, a smirk on her face. "Ever done it in water? I wonder if that is possible."


"Oh it is.", he smirked back and lifted her up, gently moving them towards the bank. He laid her head down to rest on their towels and clothing, meeting her gaze.


"Are you sure, Karin? I don't want to force you."


"I'm sure, Shiro. Very sure, stop talking and start acting."


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Toushirou bent over and kissed her deeply, letting her thighs fall open around him. Karin's hands moved down to his ass, pulling him closer to her. They then moved around to his waist, sliding down his sides and gripping him in both her hands.


He threw his head back at feeling her touching him and then felt her moving his erection around. When the head touched her opening, she released him and placed both hands on his shoulders. "Please, Shiro, do it now."

"It's gonna hurt.", he hissed between his gritted teeth.

"I know, remember, dad's a doctor."


He gently arched his hips, applying more and more pressure till the head slipped in, her stretched tight around him. He then bent over, licking and kissing her neck as he barely pulled out and pushed back in.


Slowly he moved in a little at a time till he felt her barrier. Meeting her eyes she nodded and he rammed forwards, her scream echoing through the night air.


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Both Ichigo and Renji jumped up, only to be grabbed by Orihime and Rukia. The dark haired girl chuckled. "It's fine you two. Toushirou just made Karin a woman. Leave them be."


Renji spun, glaring at her. "But Orihime didn't scream that loud."


Orihime chuckled. "I couldn't. Your neck was bitten when you took me. Think about it, Karin has never known a man's touch. Never had anything inside her. I'm guessing that Toushiro, if he is anything like you, is packing one hidden surprise. Leave them alone, she will be fine. I was sore for days after our first time."


Ichigo nodded. "Makes sense now I think about it. Even now, Rukia is barely able to accept me into her body. It's always a tight fit and with me and him being almost the same height, yeah, Karin is just in pain right now. Though, my wife, all this talk about sex."


Both Orihime and Rukia were scooped up and the two couples vanished into their tents.

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Karin had dug her nails into Toushirou's shoulders and noticed he hadn't moved since he rammed in. "Shiro? What's wrong?", she asked after she calmed down.


"Didn't want to hurt you more.", he panted. "Are you alright?"


She nodded. "I am now. I'm sorry. I didn't think it would hurt that bad."


Toushirou nodded and pulled out. "Give me a minute. This gigia is too restrictive."


He put on his glove and exited his body, removing his shinigami outfit and his zampakato. Karin giggled, despite the twinge of pain and watched as his naked body covered her own again. "What's so funny?", he asked as he eased back in, watching her wince.


"Your gigia is perfected to you. I didn't realize how you would look so simular."


He nodded and kissed the tip of her nose, gently pulling out and pushing back inside just as slow. "Just think baby. The last time you saw me in this form, we were fighting that large hollow."


Karin arched up as he pushed into her. "That's the first day I realized how handsome you were."


Toushirou groaned. "You were injured."

Karin panted and wrapped her legs back around his waist. "Faster Shiro. Please."

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Before long, he was sliding in and out of her with ease, getting faster and faster as he went. Karin was kissing and licking his neck as her boyfriend pounded into her body. Before long the sounds of their panting joined the soft splashing of the water.


Toushirou looked down. "Let go Karin. Gonna cum soon."


Karin shook her head. "Cum inside me."


Toushirou took her mouth in a desperate kiss and started to really pound into her body. Karin panted and moaned, kissing him back and when her back arched, he felt her tighten around him and start to milk his release from his body.


Jet after jet of his sperm hit the inside walls of her body. Karin's legs wrapped so tight around his waist. With a final moan, he fell over on top of her, supported by his arms.


"Wow.", she whispered. "So tired now."


He chuckled and kissed her nose. "Sleep. I'll bathe you and get you back."


Karin nodded and did just that one thing.

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The next day, even though she was sore, she allowed Toushirou to take her whenever he wanted. The shinigami wasn't as rough as the night before, knowing she was sore from his pounding. That night in the tent, he allowed her to ride him, something he had never done before and the two fell asleep, naked in each other's arms. Neither wanted the weekend to end but soon it had too and Karin thanked her brother for the trip, promised to come see Toushirou and fell asleep no sooner than her head hit the pillow.