Desperation

“Now, you’ll let me deal with my son.” Ryuuken said, dropping his cigarette and snuffing it out with his boot. One of his hands went to Grimmjow’s chest, pushing him back as he tugged at his own tie. “You will guard that door.” The silver haired man murmured, dropping his tie to the ground as he pushed Grimmjow back towards the door again. “You will not open that door, no matter what you hear until I unlock it, understood?” He was working on unbuttoning his shirt as he waited for Grimmjow’s response, slowly revealing his pale chest to the staring drug dealer. The nod that he received was good enough for him; he finished stripping out of his shirt before nudging Grimmjow out the door. “Do not open the door.” The door was slammed in Grimmjow’s face after that, the ominous sound of a lock clicking the last sound heard for what seemed like very long moments.

Grimmjow turned around after that, just leaning his back against the door as he crossed his arms over his chest. His body was still speckled with blood, his bare chest covered in red, scratch marks along with a bit of his own blood. He had never tied Ishida up when he took him, he enjoyed the struggling, it always made when the teen gave in all that much more sweet. He wiped a bit at some of the blood on his hands, wincing instinctively at the first, highly pained scream he heard echo from the room before the noises were clearly muffled. Grimmjow knew just how…rough Ryuuken could be when he was mad…and he was definitely mad right now. Uryuu had apparently broke a major rule in their household and it was up to Ryuuken to remind him just who was in charge. He winced again at the short pained cry that apparently escaped the muffling hand along with a crack that he didn’t want to know what it was. He just hoped that Ryuuken wasn’t the one to kill the already fragile teen.

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I have to be dying now…

For this to happen…I have to be in hell…

What did I do to deserve this?

What kind of twisted person could ever think that anyone could deserve this?

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There was a thump before footsteps could be heard, well…running footsteps. Renji skidded into the living room just seconds later, panting as he held his computer in his hands. He looked…happy…almost, more like, he looked insane to the other men in the room. Chad and Ichigo just blinked at him, leaning back a bit when he grinned widely. “I found him.” He said, jumping between the two males on the couch and pointing at the computer screen. “Well…I think I did. I put out; well…you could call it a BOLO for him. Be on the look out, that’s what BOLO means.” He was rambling a bit, showing just how tired he really was getting. “I got a message back, apparently this girl saw Ishida going into this club all the time and going off with this real big shit around there…apparently the guy is real into dealing drugs and taking sex for it, this is where we need to look for him.” He poked the screen for emphasis, looking between the other two.

“But what if you’re wrong?” Ichigo asked, sighing as he sat back. “What if that girl was just trying to get you to come out to that club? It just doesn’t seem like somewhere Ishida would go.” He murmured, pulling his hand through his hair with a groan. “I mean…Ishida’s just not like that…” He still couldn’t believe it…any of it. Even if he had gone through the rehab with Ishida and had seen him go into withdrawals, he couldn’t believe it.

“Yeah and he didn’t seem like the type of person that would sell his body for drugs either.” Renji said, shaking his head a bit. “You can’t go by that anymore, Ichigo, Ishida is not the person that you thought he was, we can’t just say, that’s not something Ishida would do…we don’t know what he would do anymore.” He reached out to touch Ichigo softly, sighing when the normally outgoing teen jerked away from his touch, looking towards the door and away from him. There was a few more moments of heavy silence, the tension in the room so think that they could cut it with a knife before Ichigo spoke again, sounding defeated.

“Fine…what do we have to do?”

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I had trouble breathing after it…

I think he broke my sternum…or my ribs…I’m not sure which…

I know he broke my arm…I can’t move it anymore…well, I can…but it hurts like hell…maybe just a fracture…

But I can’t breathe…every time I try…the blood catches in my throat…

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Grimmjow jumped when the lock clicked open, stepping away from the door just in time before it opened. He watched as Ryuuken walked out, slipping his glasses back on, looking just as pristine as he had when he had walked in just a few hours ago. The only thing that gave away what he just done was the specks of blood on his hands and the choking breaths he could hear coming from the other room. “You didn’t kill him, did you?” He asked, crossing his arms as he looked up and down the other man.

“No and you can clearly hear that.” Ryuuken said, roughly grabbing Grimmjow around the neck and slamming him back against the wall with a dull thud. “You’ll leave him right there, do you understand me? I’m a doctor, I know he won’t die.” He said, squeezing hard enough to create bruises on Grimmjow’s neck and cut off his breathing. “If you move him, if you try to patch him up or if you try to take him to the hospital, I’ll kill you.” He said, kissing Grimmjow roughly before pulling back and letting him go. “Go get a shower and get yourself ready, your club opens soon.”

Grimmjow was just gasping as he watched Ryuuken walk back into the room where Ishida was being held, his hand coming up to his neck right after the door slammed shut. “Crazy son of a bitch…why do I put up with him?” Grimmjow asked himself as he walked away, headed for his room to get cleaned up like Ryuuken had told him too. “Ohhh…that’s right…because he can make me scream while fucking me into the bed.” He slammed his door behind him after that, still grumbling as he moved to get ready.

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I found out…the blood stopped when I stopped trying to move.

I should have known that he was in on this…he had always told me…when you fuck up; I’ll be there to beat reality back into you…

Well….Ryuuken had certainly beaten something into me…

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“Are you sure this is a good idea?” Ichigo asked, swallowing nervously as he looked up at the clubs entrance, trying to tug down the shirt that barely met the waist band of his overly tight jeans. Renji had dressed them up in ‘club clothes’…if they could be called clothes at all. They were tight and barely there, they had more holes then they should have but apparently they were what all the club goers were wearing…and they were. Ichigo sighed as he looked around, seeing people dressed fairly similar to him standing in line waiting to get into the club. “Are you sure we’ll even get in?”

Renji just grinned and grabbed Ichigo’s hand, knowing Chad would follow behind him and he wouldn’t mind what he was just about to do. “Trust me, I’ll get us in.” The red head murmured, stepping up to the bouncer and yanking Ichigo into his arms. His hands slid down to grip the orange haired male’s ass as he pulled him into a heated kiss full of tongue and teeth. The kiss lasted for longer then any ‘fake’ kiss should but…Renji wanted to make it look real. The bouncer had to know they were willing to do anything for what they wanted. He grinned at the slightly gazed look in Ichigo’s eyes when he pulled back, his eyes slitted as he looked up at the bouncer. The big man standing at the door adjusted himself before waving them inside with a sausy grin and an arch of his eyebrow, having liked what he saw.

Chad grabbed Renji as soon as they were inside the club, his hand pulling his lover’s red hair as he pulled him into a dominating kiss. He knew Renji had, had to do it to get them in but he still needed to remind the fire cracker who he belonged too. They apparently got lost in the kiss because it was at least five minutes later when Ichigo was pulling them apart with an irritated groan, looking up with equally annoyed and nervous eyes.

“Can we get back to the point now?” Ichigo asked, swallowing as he looked around the club, jerking away when someone tried to pull him into a dance, pressing closer to Renji and Chad. “We need to find Ishida…we aren’t here to dance and make out.” He said, tugging on Chad’s arm before gesturing to Renji. “We know he was getting drugs here…so we need to get to the guy that hands out the drugs.” He said, looking around. “Do either of you know how to do that?” Ichigo sighed when Renji just shrugged, looking just as lost as Ichigo.

“Do I look like the type of guy who needs drugs?”

Chad stopped Ichigo from shooting back a scathing comment, pointing towards a dark hallway. “We need to go that way.” He cocked his head when the other two looked at him rather confused, sighing slightly. “I asked, now let’s go.” He said, grabbing Ichigo and Renji, pulling them towards the hallway.

They were told to wait when they got there…something which Ichigo really, really didn’t like. He was pacing back and forth, looking very much like a junkie needing a high badly. “So…we know he got his drugs from here now.” He said, pushing his hair back from his face as he looked around. “But how can we know he’s still here now?” He asked, twitching for a few more moments before stilling suddenly when he heard slow, measured footsteps clicking down the hall. His eyes widened when he saw a man with bright blue hair turn into the hallway. He had bright blue eyes along with some type of makeup under them, making them look even…bluer. He also had a rather strange tattoo on the side of his face…something that looked like a skeletal jaw over his real jaw…it was just…strange. He swallowed nervously when the mystery man spoke, pressing back against the wall a bit.

“Hello…what can I get you and how are you paying for it?”

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They have no idea how close they are to me…

But still so far away…

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AN: Ok, so….PLOT!! Well, I really, really, really tamed down the rape scene so everyone can read it…I might write the actual scene of what happened behind that closed door and post it as an add on…I might if people ask for it.

Ummm…more Grimmjow abuse!

I’m working up a…plot ish…actual big thingy where Ryuuken is just using Grimmjow but it’s kind of half baked right now and…yes…Grimmy is abused badly by the big, bad guy Ryuuken.

Anyway!! Ichigo, Renji and Chad have found Grimmjow, what will happen next?! (I know, I know!! *bounces up and down*)

(for all my readers on AFF, yes, this is totally AU, there is no shinigami, no quincy, no hollow, they don’t have any type of powers at all)

Remember, favs and comments are loved!! Please, feed me, I need to know you guys are still liking this or I might just end it before I drag it on and on.