Finding Home

Warning This is Yaoi which means boy x boy if you don’t like it then don’t read it.



Happy Thanksgiving to everyone. This chapter is a big fat holiday present dedicated to everyone that has ever reviewed my work cuz as much as I try to deny it, we all look forward to the sex ^.~ Thanks to everyone reading my stories and thanks to the people that posted reviews for my stories and comments on my fan art. Love you guys. And now without further ado, on with the show.



Finding Home



The greatest thing you\'ll ever learn

Is to love and be loved in return.

~ From "Unforgettable with Love" by Natalie Cole



Chapter Eight



He felt so hot he was burning. Lips and tongue were teasing every inch of his body. Everywhere they touched burst into flames. The heat threatened to engulf him and reduce him to nothing but embers. He couldn’t think, couldn’t speak, he could only feel. Lips covered his own and a molten tongue danced along his own. This was heaven and at the same time hell. Izuru knew the flavor that danced along his taste buds. There was only one person in the world with the taste of cinnamon and warm sake.



“Renji” Izuru gasped through the haze of his desire. Renji’s teeth nipped a trail down Izuru’s neck pausing to suck hungrily at the spot where his neck met his shoulder. Izuru was a moaning mess, he couldn’t do anything but pant as Renji’s lips and teeth trailed further down his chest. Renji bit down hard on a small pink nipple causing Izuru to scream as the pain mixed with the pleasure and sent a jolt straight to his groin.



Renji’s lips and tongue trailed down pausing for a moment at his navel before stopping over his erection. Puffs of breath along the tip resulted in more pre-cum seeping from the tip. Renji’s lips ghosted gently around the dark head before engulfing the tip. Izuru arched up as a jolt rocketed up his spine.



Izuru’s eyes shot open. The throbbing in his groin was uncomfortable to the point of being painful. ‘It was a dream.’ thought Izuru as he lay there panting trying to calm his racing heart and the throbbing in his pants. Neither wanted to relent. Standing Izuru slowly made his way towards the bathroom. “Cold shower should help.” he muttered to himself wincing at the pain in his groin. He didn’t think he had ever been this hard.



Turning the cold water on full blast, Izuru stripped his pants and stepped beneath the icy stream. He gasped at the shock to his system. His entire body began to shake. It was as if his entire body was being robbed of heat except his erection. If anything it seemed to be getting harder by the second. Izuru moaned. There was just one thing to do. Reaching down, Izuru turned on the water to a more comfortable temperature. His body was still shaking but this time it wasn’t with cold but with lust.



Grabbing his erection in one hand, he began to slowly pump it. Eyes closed at the pleasure thrumming through him. The water provided lubrication and his hand moved easily along his length. Reaching up with his free hand he pinched the nipple that the dream Renji had bitten. His back arched at the image coupled with the stimulation. His hand clenched on his erection. What was happening, why was his body in such a state of lust.



Izuru groaned and threw back his head. The water was running over his over sensitive body. It felt like a thousand fingers were ghosting over his body. It was more than he could handle. Izuru bit his lip hard to hold in the scream that threatened to erupt as he exploded. Thin streams of semen splashed on the wall of the shower only to be washed down the drain moments later.



Izuru slumped against the tiles. He felt as if he had shot his entire being on the wall. Residual tremors shook him as the high from the orgasm passed. His relief was short lived. The fire burning in him began to rekindle. Izuru gasped as the fire in his blood shot straight for his groin once again. His penis began to grow impossibly hard once again. What was going on? Why was his body still burning?



Whimpering, Izuru slid down the wall of the shower. Tears began to well in his eyes and trail down his cheeks. What was happening why did he feel like he was burning up inside. What was wrong with him? Why did he feel he was burning up inside?



“Izuru?” Renji asked from outside the door. “Are ya alright? I thought I heard groaning.”



Izuru’s body began to tremble at the sound of Renji’s voice. The fire in his blood intensified. His body knew what it wanted and what it wanted was standing outside the door.



“Renji” Izuru whimpered. Renji panicked. Was Izuru cutting himself again or worse. Not waiting a second longer. Grabbing the handle, Renji thrust the door open and scanned the inside of the bathroom. Locating Izuru huddled naked in the shower stall, water still running over him. Rushing forward Renji began to check his friend for injuries. The moment he put his hands on Izuru, the blonde moaned low in his throat.



“Where are you hurt Izuru?” asked Renji as he began to run his hands over the blonde searching for injuries. He could feel the subtle tremors coursing through the huddled man. He was obviously suffering from something. As his hands trailed low on Izuru’s abdomen, his hand brushed against something hard. Izuru cried out and arched into the touch. Renji sucked in his breath. THAT was unexpected. Looking in Izuru’s eyes Renji saw raw uncontrolled lust. This wasn’t simple lust, this was the type of lust that only came from aphrodisiac.



Renji growled low in his throat. ‘Fucking Urahara did this.’ The shop owner was a dead man was the first thing that came into Renji’s mind. To fucking do this Izuru when he was so vulnerable. It bordered almost on cruel in Renji’s mind. Zabimaru growled in agreement.



‘You are going to have to help him. The lust that comes from the use of such strong aphrodisiacs if left unattended of is extremely painful. He is suffering. I am going to take great pleasure in beating the shit out of Urahara.” growled Zabimaru. Renji considered Izuru his and therefore Zabimaru felt the same. It was partially due to the fact that he was a beast zanpakuto and felt an animalistic need to protect his mate.



Grabbing a towel from the rack, Renji dried off the soaked man. Izuru groaned low in his throat at the feel of the coarse material rubbing his oversensitive skin. It enflamed his senses even more. Izuru pressed hard against Renji, seeking relief from the fire burning in him. Renji groaned as Izuru‘s hip rubbed against his own painful erection, he wanted Izuru more than anything. But not like this, not under the influence of a strong aphrodisiac. This seemed almost close to rape. Izuru wasn’t in his right mind to consent even if his body screamed for it.



Renji lifted the shivering man and carried him to his bed. He would do his best to relieve the suffering in the other man but he refused to fully consummate. That was something he wanted only with Izuru’s full and willing participation. Lowering Izuru slowly onto the bed, Renji stood back to admire the other man. Izuru wasn’t soft but he wasn’t hard lines either. He was amazingly, an attractive medium between the two. His skin was a pale alabaster, smooth and soft as satin. His arms and legs long and lean and both tapered to delicate wrists and ankles. Renji traced a finger over the healed scars that marred his chest and upper arms, all in various stages of healing. Some had faded to white while others were pink with newly healed flesh. His heart ached. This man had suffered in silence and his body told the tale. Though for all the cuts and scars, Izuru was perhaps the most beautiful thing Renji had ever seen.



Izuru moaned as Renji’s finger trailed lower circling the navel before dipping between his legs. Gasping and panting, Izuru arched into the touch. Renji’s touch soothed along the tattered nerve endings, promising relief from his suffering. Izuru’s need was so great he resorted to pleading for release.



“Please…. Renji…” was all that Izuru could say. Renji understood. He knew the need that pounded through the smaller man. Cupping Izuru’s erection, Renji squeezed once, hard. Izuru screamed and arched into the touch, an orgasm once again wringed from his body. Shudders trembled along his body as he buried his face in Renji’s chest. His body couldn’t stop shaking as the last vestiges of pleasure faded.



“Shhh” hummed Renji. This moment of respite would be short lived. All too soon the fire, once again, kindled in Izuru’s body. Whimpering low in his throat, Izuru began to rub against Renji, seeking release for the burning that raged through him. Only Renji could free him from this fire.



“Its starting again….Renji…..Help… Me.” Izuru moaned and twisted upon the sheets. Sweat was running in rivulets down both of their bodies. Izuru undulated against Renji, seeking relief again. Renji moaned low in his throat. He may not have ingested any of the aphrodisiac but seeing Izuru in such a state was more powerful than any drug.



Renji covered Izuru’s lips and plunged his tongue between them. Pushing his hips against Izuru’s in an imitation of the ultimate act of love. Both released a groan. Renji linked both his hands with Izuru’s and began to rub their erections together. Izuru broke his mouth away and whimpered, his hips flexing beneath Renji. Jerking, Izuru orgasmed, his semen shooting between their bodies. The sight of Izuru, his head thrown back, his eyes shut, and his mouth slackened with pleasure, sent Renji over the edge. He pressed down hard on Izuru and felt himself joining Izuru in the throes of release, spurting his cum onto their stomachs.



Slumping against Izuru, Renji shivered at the pleasure rocketing through him. Looking between their bodies he saw their mutual release mixing together. Sliding down Izuru, Renji began to lick all of the semen from his body. Renji moaned at the taste. It was salty, slightly bitter, and probably the best thing that he had ever put to his lips. It was part of Izuru and that alone made it delicious.



Izuru began to shift as Renji’s lips now near his once again throbbing erection. Licking around the tip, Renji treated the erection like it was an ice cream cone, licking delicately. Izuru groaned. “Please… I cant take anymore.” Renji took pity and sucked the tip into his warm mouth. Izuru whimpered, the feel of Renji’s mouth was wonderful. His passion leaden dream held nothing on the real feel of Renji’s mouth on him.



“God… Renji… It feels so good.” Izuru reached down to thread his fingers through the red hair that fell around Renji’s face. Renji kept his sucking gentle, his tongue teasing the small hole at the tip. Rubbing a finger in some of the saliva that dripped down towards the base, Renji circled his finger around the small pucker behind Izuru’s sack. Izuru whimpered and arched desperately seeking something, anything to ease the fire that Renji had built up to colossal proportions. Now the heat was all Renji. The source of the fire no longer radiated from himself but from Renji. He needed Renji.



Easing a finger inside and then a second. Searching for that one spot that would send Izuru into a frenzy. Izuru’s scream let him know he had found it. Pressing hard with his fingers and sucking brutally with his lips, Izuru never stood a chance. Pleasure unlike anything he had ever felt shot up his spine. Stars danced before his eyes as the orgasm sent him into a nearly unconscious state. Renji drank every drop and licked his lips in pleasure much like a cat does after drinking sweet cream. Renji purred in pleasure.



Eyes hooded and muscles quivering, Izuru collapsed on the bed. The aphrodisiac seemed to be working its way out of his system. Renji pulled the limp Izuru against him, Izuru cuddled close, burying his face in Renji‘s neck. Renji offered so much comfort, Izuru was happy just to be near the other man. Exhaustion took over him and he was swallowed by darkness.



Renji sighed. This was a taste of what it would be like to always have Izuru near. Now that he had that taste there was no way he was going to let anyone or anything come between the two of them. Closing his eyes, Renji allowed himself to be pulled into sleep as well.



TBC





AN: OMG I cant believe I wrote that O.o. I hope yall liked it. I get so nervous writing lemons. Let me know if it was any good. I figured id let Urahara have his devious way and force Kira and Renji together.