Desperation

“You let them do what?!” Ryuuken roared, his hand impacting Grimmjow’s chest hard enough to knock him back against the wall. He was seething; he had specifically told Grimmjow that Uryuu was to stay where he was and what did the rat bastard do? He let those…those KIDS give him the slip and take his son to god knows where. “You fucking idiot!” His voice was low now, not the scream it had been at but that made it even scarier. An out of control made Ryuuken was no where near as bad as an in control mad Ryuuken. The silver hair man grabbed Grimmjow harshly around the neck, yanking him away from the wall and tossing him down on the bed with a resounding thud.

Grimmjow could already feel the bruises forming on his chest, making his breathing just a bit harder then before. He couldn’t help the soft noise when he was thrown to the bed but he knew better then to try to get up, the next toss would just be more painful. Now…Ryuuken was mad at him, not at Uryuu and he was screwed. “I…” He rubbed his neck a few times; the others grip having surely bruised it also. “I didn’t LET them do anything.” He almost growled out, leaning up on his elbows. “How was I supposed to stop them? I didn’t even know they were here!”

“So you let some teenage boys get the better of you?” Ryuuken asked, his eyes narrowing as he pulled his glasses off, laying them on the table before working on pulling off his tie, letting it fall to the ground. “Maybe I should have kept you locked up in that basement then.” He said menacingly, grinning at the widening of Grimmjow’s eyes, knowing he was frightened now. “Well, now you will have to be punished.”

“Yo…you don’t have to do that…” Grimmjow stuttered out, moving up on the bed a bit, trying to get away from the elder man. “I’ll…I’ll get him back Ryuuken…ju…just give me a chance…” He said, his hands shaking a bit when his back thumped against the headboard. He swallowed a bit as the elder Ishida advanced on him, stripped down to his pants as he crawled up the bed, grabbing Grimmjow’s ankle and pulling him back down the bed harshly, his hand landing against Grimmjow’s chest again, pressing against the tender bruises harshly before pushing him hard against the bed, making the blue haired man grunt again in pain.

“You really don’t think I’m going to let you get away with this, do you?” Ryuuken asked, leaning all his weight on the hand on Grimmjow’s chest to inflict more pain as he reached down, unbuttoning his pants. “You will receive your punishment.” The older man said in a very calm voice as he finished stripping himself, his hand pulling away from Grimmjow’s chest just long enough to roughly flip the blue haired man over, ripping off his pants. His hand settled on the back of Grimmjow’s neck, squeezing harshly as he held down the other man, pushing against him hard.

Grimmjow bit his lip hard enough to split it when he was flipped over, his hands gripping at the bed when he felt himself pulled back and spread open, the strange sensation of air against his now exposed pucker making him shiver. He could feel Ryuuken move behind him, the ominous feeling of the calm before the storm sliding over him. It was like his world was moving in slow motion, his body geared up for the pain he knew was going to come but blissfully painless before it.

And it did hurt.

Bad.

The feeling of Ryuuken slamming into his entirely unprepared body made him scream in agony, his hands gripping hard at the sheets, almost hard enough to rip the flimsy fabric. He knew this couldn’t be called rape…it wasn’t that he didn’t want to be with Ryuuken…mostly, he just wasn’t ready for the ripping pain that shot up his spine from the single thrust. It all depended on how mad Ryuuken was how bad it hurt. The man was rarely, if never, gentle. That was normally just fine for Grimmjow because he loved that edge of pain…it always made it feel ohhhh so good. But this…this was pure pain, there was no pleasure…

This was punishment.

Ryuuken used his body ruthlessly, thrusting in and out of him no matter how loud or pained the screams were. This was what Grimmjow got for letting them take Uryuu away; he had told the blue haired man if he let him down, he would be punished…ruthlessly.

Ryuuken never went back on his promises.

He was silent when he came, the only indication he gave of his pleasure a stilted gasp as his warm cum stung and burned Grimmjow’s insides.

Grimmjow had been reduced to pained whimpers, the feeling of the older man coming in him making his eyes water before his aching body fell to the bed, the only movement the rapid rising and falling of his chest. He felt like he was a mass of pain, his entrance being the worse along with his bruised hips and scratched back, some of the nail marks deep enough to draw blood. It was painful but…it wasn’t the worse punishment he had ever gotten, surprisingly. He had expected it to be a lot worse this time…maybe Ryuuken was tired…

Ryuuken moved efficiently, cleaning himself of the blood and cum before sitting sedately on the side of the bed, crossing his legs as he looked back at the abused blue haired man. He reached over to the nightstand, pulling out a cigarette and lighting it, taking slow drag as he watched Grimmjow settle more comfortably on the bed. “You know if you report any of this, I will show those videos to the police.”

Grimmjow winced at the words, biting back a whine as he tried to calm down. If Ryuuken showed those video’s he was fucked. He knew he could never be tried again with the evidence the courts had now but if they got those videos…

He would be convicted.

Murder one.

“I understand.” Grimmjow murmured, turning his head away. The video’s showed him killing a man with seemingly no provocation. He had, had plenty but no one had ever seen that. The man had killed his best friend…tortured, raped then killed his best friend…but no one had seen that. He had only beaten the murder wrap with Ryuuken’s help and he knew that the manipulative man could put him in jail just as easily. He had to do everything Ryuuken said…or he lost it all.

“Good…You remember that, Grimmjow.”

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A new day...

A new life, a new chance to start over…

I plan to take advantage of it every chance I get…

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Ishida woke up to a warm hand holding his and a gentle kiss pressed to his lips, the feeling of slightly moist lips moving over his so gentle it was like they were more a dream them reality. He was slightly confused…no…make that entirely confused but he was pretty sure it was a good situation. He felt pleasantly numb, his body lying against a sinfully soft surface. But…everything would seem soft to him seeing as he was chained to a stone floor for weeks. He just sighed as he sank into the unfamiliar but very nice kiss, trying to think back on exactly what had happened. A gasp escaped his throat when he remembered, a blush coming to his features as the hot kiss from before resurfaced in his mind, the memory ever more vivid because of the gently, exploratory kiss he was engaged in right now. He had actually asked Ichigo to kiss him…and Ichigo had done it…without hesitation and very, very well.

Ichigo pulled back automatically at the gasp, pulling his body away from Ishida’s as he looked down, inspecting the other man. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to hurt you...I…I just saw you waking up and I thought you would like…you know…” He had thought the gasp was a gasp of pain and was more then freaking out, not even noticing when Ishida started laughing on the bed, his hand sliding up to tangle in Ichigo’s orange hair.

“You didn’t hurt me.” Ishida murmured, tugging Ichigo down. He was so…pleased that Ichigo would think of that…no one had cared about hurting him in a very long time and it was so nice to know that someone actually cared. “Now just kiss me you lovable fool.” He let his eyes flutter closed when Ichigo did just that, taking his lips in a possessive and needy kiss, nothing like the hesitant, gentle meeting before. This was all heat and want…this was all…desperation.

Ichigo’s hands carded through Ishida’s hair as he kissed him, biting back a moan when the other opened his mouth, allowing him to explore him even more. Ishida’s taste was sweet and biter at the same time, a total contradiction, just like the man himself. Bit Ichigo found himself getting addicted to this taste, craving it as if he would die if he didn’t get it. He had just wanted the other man for so long and now that he had him…he would never give him up. Ishida was his and he was going to keep it that way for a very long time…

“Ichigo, stop molesting Ishida so we can all see ‘im.” Renji was the one that spoke, a grin crossing his features when both of the men pulled back with a blush before glaring at him. “Ahhha, don’t get all mad a’ me, ya had ta know ya would get caught by someone.” The red head said, waiting for Chad to sit before falling into his lap. “So, how ya feelin’ Ishida?”

Ishida glared for a few more moments before responding shifting over enough so that Ichigo could lie beside him, cradling his body gently. “Ahhh…tired…numb, thankfully.” He murmured, causing everyone to chuckle before they broke off into a different conversation, bringing up anything and everything as they all lounged in the hospital room, just taking in each other. It seemed like all too soon though that there was a knock on the door before a nurse walked in, looking at them all pointedly before landing on Ishida with a slightly strained smile.

“Uryuu, you’re father is here and he wishes to see you...privately…”

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And a dark cloud settles over my peaceful new world…

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AN: Guhhhh, I can’t believe this is the only thing I got to write my entire trip >.< I wanted to do more, I just didn’t have the time.

Well, there’s some abuse in this chapter…then a taste of more mushy then a splash of angst at the end! What a wonderful recipe!

Well, I hope you guys like it, it was hella hard to write in the back of a moving truck but I did it just for you guys! I wanted you to have something to nom on from me when I got back!

Well, thank you so much for reading and remember fav’s and comments are loved! They make me so happy! (and I need happy right now)

(I put non-con just in case…but it’s not really non-con…just seems a lot like it)