Despondency

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Despondency
By Renegade Raine

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The first time Grimmjow had kicked Lolly and Menoly out of Orihime’s room, he only did it for the fact that the human girl had healed his arm, and although he was an arrancar, he still felt somehow indebted to her. So when he sensed the two arrancar bitches torturing Orihime, he ignored the fact that the two girls had gotten in by opening the door from the outside and completely obliterated the door. That action alone was enough to cause the two arrancars to scramble out of the room hastily. When Grimmjow was sure that the two women were nowhere in the vicinity of the area, he turned around the walk out of the hole where Orihime’s door used to be.

“We’re even now.” Grimmjow stated as he left. “Next time you’re shit outta luck if they bother ya again.”

When Orihime didn’t respond, Grimmjow gave a grunt and figured he would abide by what he told her. However, every once in a while when he would walk by Orihime’s room to get to his post, he would sense Twit and Twat in the girl’s room, and despite him internally screaming at himself to leave the girl alone to fend for herself, he would calmly walk to the room, bust the door open (that is, if there was a door to bust), and depending on the day he would either only have to give the girls a glare or he would have to go as far as having to slam one of the girls (usually Lolly) against the wall by the throat until they screamed their apology and left the room. Afterwards, he would give Orihime a sneer and swear that he would not save her again.

Then the day came when Aizen ordered Grimmjow to go to the human world on some information retrieval mission. Grimmjow was not an information retrieval type, and he knew that Aizen knew as well. Grimmjow figured it was because he was the only one who would bother to save the girl when she was being tortured. Knowing Aizen, he figured that Aizen probably encouraged the girls to bully Orihime as a way of breaking her mental strength. Then, as Aizen was the master of fucking with people’s heads, he would most likely make the save to make himself look like the hero, thus ensuring that Orihime would be loyal to only him.

Grimmjow was not the kind and sympathetic type, but it still pissed him off. So before he left, he made a stop at Orihime’s room. Not bothering to knock, he slammed the door open, causing Orihime to cringe. At her reaction, Grimmjow put a hand on his hip and cocked his head slightly to the side as he spoke to her.

“Listen. I’m not gonna to be here for a while, so I really can’t save your ass.” Grimmjow spoke. “So for the love of fuckin’ god, at least try to defend yourself if those bitches bother you again.”

“Grimmjow…” Orihime said in a meek voice. “Why do you even bother with me?”

“Bother?” Grimmjow said and snorted shortly after. “As if. I don’t give a shit about anyone.”

“I…I see.” Orihime muttered. Figuring that he wasn’t going to be able to drill anything into the girl’s head, Grimmjow gave a slight groan and left the room to go and complete his mission.

When he returned a few days later, Grimmjow immediately marched in the direction of Orihime’s room. One arrancar brown-noser tried to explain that Grimmjow should check in with Aizen first. That arrancar brown-noser got a hand through his chest. Slamming the door open, Grimmjow was not surprised to see Lolly and Menoly persecuting Orihime yet again. Stomping over to Lolly, who was yet again being the more aggressive one, he grabbed the girl by the collar and started punching her with his free arm.

“What the hell? How many times do I have to beat it into your fuckin’ heads?” Grimmjow snarled as he continually punched the girl in the face. “How the fuck do you like it?”

Eventually the girl started wailing, which caused her to mix tears with the already present blood covering her face. When the girl was on the verge of passing out, Grimmjow dropped her to the ground and looked over at Menoly.

“That goes for you too.” Grimmjow stated. “Next time I catch either of you in here, I’ll kill ya both.”

Finally recovering, Lolly scrambled on her feet to get out of the room as Menoly followed her. Grimmjow stood with a grimace for a couple of seconds before turning to look at Orihime, who was huddled on the ground.

“And what the fuck is wrong with you?” Grimmjow asked in an annoyed tone. “I thought I told you to defend yourself.”

When Orihime didn’t respond, Grimmjow gritted his teeth, and lowered himself so that he was eye level with her. When she still didn’t even look at him, Grimmjow put a hand under her chin and ignored her slight hiss of pain as he looked at her bloodied and bruised face. Looking at her only caused Grimmjow to grow angrier.

“Did no one bother to save you?!” Grimmjow exclaimed.

“S-sometimes A-Aizen-sama…” Orihime stuttered out, and Grimmjow cringed upon hearing “Aizen-sama” coming out of the girl’s mouth.

“So he would come and save you, and then leave?” Grimmjow asked, hoping beyond all hope that it was the case.

“…no.” Orihime finally muttered out.

“Then what the fuck did he do to you?” Grimmjow asked. Orihime didn’t respond, but when she put her head down and saw tears silently trickle down her face, Grimmjow was able to put it together. Resisting the urge to leave the room and beat the shit out of Aizen, Grimmjow instead gritted his teeth.

“Fucking bastard.” Grimmjow muttered and then sharply turned his head at the girl again. “Why the hell aren’t you doing anything about this?”

“Why bother?” Orihime said with a pathetically forced smile. “It’s my fault that my friends got hurt, so I deserve all of this.”

Grimmjow wasn’t sure what bothered him more: the forced expression on her face or the absolute misery in her statement. Huddled across from him was a woman who seemed more like a corpse than an actual living human being. But then again, Grimmjow deducted that all of the arrancar were basically corpses brought back to life, so it shouldn’t be surprising that he would put the girl into a similar state. Not able to suppress his anger any longer, he stood up and punched the wall, completely ignoring the blood that formed from his knuckles. When the girl below him still didn’t respond, Grimmjow couldn’t take it anymore. Aizen had turned her into a corpse, but he would be the one to bring her back to life again.

Walking to the door, he locked it to make damned sure that no dumb ass would disrupt his plan. He knew that the more powerful arrancars could just blast through the wall like he did several times before, but Grimmjow would be able to detect their reiatsu from a distance away if that were the case. When he turned away from the door, Orihime gave him a slightly curious glance. Grimmjow glanced at her for a second before walking over to her and pulling her up by tugging her by the arm. He then led her to the bed, where he forced her to sit down.

He took a seat beside her and lifted her chin up to take a look at the wounds she had received while he was away. He wiped a portion of the blood off with his coat, but it didn’t remove all of it. Seeing no other way, he moved his mouth over an area that still had a patch of blood and ran his tongue over the coppery substance. Orihime widened her eyes in surprise, as she didn’t expect Grimmjow to go that far. But he had only begun.

After licking all remaining blood off of her face, Grimmjow lifted Orihime’s head up slightly and moved his lips over hers. After a couple of seconds, Grimmjow moved his lips down slightly to suck on her bottom lip. Orihime tried to pull her head back, but found that she couldn’t when Grimmjow bit down slightly to keep her in place. Seizing the opportunity, Grimmjow slid his tongue in her mouth. At first, Orihime tasted something similar to a penny, which she assumed was her own blood, but her and Grimmjow’s saliva put together soon washed it away. Orihime was at first unresponsive to his tongue, but after he tilted her head to gain more access, she started to put up a fight as Grimmjow explored through her mouth.

As the adrenaline flowed through Grimmjow’s body, his hands traveled from behind Orihime’s neck down to the zipper in front of the top of the arrancar outfit that Aizen forced her to wear. Not breaking the kiss, he slowly pulled the zipper down, which allowed him more access to her skin. Placing a hand on one of her breasts, he used his thumb to circle around her nipple, causing her to gasp. Satisfied as her tit grew hard under his tough, he finally broke the kiss, as their current position was getting to be rather uncomfortable for him.

He pulled the remains of Orihime’s top off and threw it aside. He then shrugged off his coat and let it fall on the floor. Afterwards, he leaned Orihime back on the bed. It was then when he noticed that she wore a bra. He was a man, so naturally, he had no clue on how the hell he was supposed to take it off. He ripped it off instead and threw it aside on the floor. Leaning his head down over her body, he placed his mouth over one breast and proceeded to lick and suckle it as he used a hand to knead the other breast. Orihime now moaned softly as a hand traveled down to grip the back of Grimmjow’s head. After a while, Grimmjow moved his hand down past the elastic band of her arrancar skirt, past her cotton panties, and past her small patch of curls until he reached his destination. Rubbing against her clitoris, Orihime elicited louder groans, which was beginning to cause Grimmjow to lose his mind. He wanted to just rip the rest of her clothes off and screw her until she just a pile of goo on the bed, but he knew that he had to play it nice. At least for at least a little longer, anyways.

Pulling away, Orihime gave a little gasp in protest, but when Grimmjow’s hands traveled to the waistband of her skirt, she helped him kick it off. Once the skirt and shoes were removed, Grimmjow climbed on the bed and sat on the edge. He then glanced over at Orihime.

“C’mere.” Grimmjow muttered to her. Blinking once, Orihime obeyed and crawled over to where he was seated. Picking her up, Grimmjow positioned Orihime so that both of her knees were outside of his seated legs. Grimmjow then slid his hand past her underwear and rubbed her most sensitive spot yet again. After a while, Grimmjow slipped a finger inside of her. Realizing that the bastard Aizen already has his way with her, he slid another finger to increase her pleasure.

The room was now filled with Orihime’s whimpers as the ecstasy that filled her body clouded any sense of judgment left within her. Removing his hand, Grimmjow took his fingers and sucked the remnants of Orihime off in his mouth. Pulling her head down, Orihime was much more receiving when he slid her tongue in her mouth. Orihime first tasted something a little strange, but she didn’t care as she wrestled with Grimmjow over dominance in the kiss.

After a while, Orihime placed one hand on Grimmjow’s hip and used the other hand to grab onto Grimmjow’s bare back, causing slight scratch marks to appear. She then grinded her hips against his, satisfying her ache against the hardness she felt growing in Grimmjow’s pants. Gasping out of surprise, Grimmjow unintentionally broke the kiss. Feeling her grind above him, he placed a hand on the small of her back and slightly moved below her. Orihime’s cries grew louder and even Grimmjow’s pants could be heard as the two moved against each other. Eventually, Orihime’s hands traveled down to Grimmjow’s pants. Finally, she placed her hands on his black sash and removed it.

“Grimmjow…please…” Orihime managed to mutter out. Grimmjow looked up at her face, which was completely flushed. Her eyes were just as pleading as her desperate words, but Grimmjow wanted to have a little fun with her first.

“Beg for it.” Grimmjow said huskily. “Tell me you want it.”

“Grimmjow…” Orihime whimpered. “…I want you.”

That was the straw that broke the camel’s back. Or in this case, Grimmjow. Pushing her down to the bed, Grimmjow removed the rest of his clothing with ease and quickly entered himself within her. He had planned to start at a slower pace, but at that point, Grimmjow no longer had complete control of his action. Pumping into her roughly and hastily, she had to grip the edges of the hollow hole in his abdomen to be able to keep up with him. Grimmjow continued his pace until she finally reached her orgasm. He came soon afterwards and laid his head upon her sweat soaked chest for a while before he finally pulled out of her.

He sat up on the bed for another minute as he wiped the hair that was stuck to his forehead by sweat and brushed it back. He then stood up as he gathered all of his clothes. While putting his garments back on though, Orihime came back to her senses and started to cry. Grimmjow was not the consoling type, so he just continued to tie his sash.

“We shouldn’t have done this.” Orihime muttered. “Now Aizen is going to-”

“That asshole won’t do shit to you.” Grimmjow spat out before she could finish her sentence. “Not if you don’t let it.”

“Grimmjow…” Orihime said as she tried to stop crying. “We can never do this again. I made a mistake this time, but I won’t let you do this to me again.”

Grimmjow took a look at Orihime looking down at the ground and wondered if he had any effect on her at all, but then he figured that she at least was speaking more clearly around him. Hissing a little, Grimmjow turned around and walked to the door.

“The fuck you won’t.” Grimmjow said as he unlocked the door. “ As long as you allow those bitches to torture you and as long as you let that bastard have his way with you, I think we both know that you won’t say a god damned word as I fuck all your pain away.”

With that, Grimmjow opened the door and walked out without bothering to look back at her. After she was sure that he was gone, Orihime sunk her head into her pillow and cried because she knew he was right.

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Author’s Notes

HAHA! I managed to get this out before even the RAW for chapter 272 was released on the web! While celebrating the GrimmHimeness in the chapter, someone in the grimm_hime LJ fanclub challenged someone to write a fic, so uh…I wrote it!

But yeah, it usually takes me a week at least to plan even a oneshot, but this lemon just kind of popped in my head instantly. Which is weird, because I’m still relatively new with lemons and I usually struggle while trying to figure out what to put in them without being totally unoriginal about it. This is definitely the most graphic thing I’ve wrote, in regards to sex, so I guess it shows just how much I love the pairing. >.>;

Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this. GRIMMHIME FTW.