Goodbye
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Bleach › Yaoi - Male/Male › Byakuya/Renji
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Goodbye
Espada… they were much more worth while opponents then any of them had ever thought they would be. Worth while and… deadly. They fought the best… against the best and with the most force. They killed man with out remorse or hesitance before just moving onto the next person. They were the ultimate soldiers… the ultimate killers. They even got him.
“He’s dying Renji… there’s nothing we can do.”
“He… he can’t be…” Renji whispered, his body trembling as he looked up at the captain of the fourth division. Everyone had been hurt in the battle, some worse then others. Rangiku had, had her lower right side mangled, Hinamori had broken almost all every bone in her body… even Shuuhei had cracked a couple ribs and punctured a lung. But for him to be… dying... no… it just couldn’t happen. Fuck! He wasn’t even there to protect him, he was stuck in that god forsaken Hueco Mundo for the entire fucking battle. He hadn’t been a help at all!
“I’m sorry… if you want to say any last words…”
The redhead was up and off the bed in seconds, pushing his way throw the crowd of people to make his way to the other mans room. He was panting by the time he got there, his own injuries irritating his breathing and making him weak. But he didn’t care… no… this was all about him. He looked down at the other man, the once strong and vital man on the bed. He looked so weak now… so broken. He didn’t look right… he could never look right like this. Not him…
Byakuya Kuchiki.
“Captain…” Renji whispered softly, leaning over the injured man and looking down into his barely open eyes. “God…” His shaking hand slid up, touching the noble’s blood spattered cheek, taking in the fading warmth there. He didn’t even notice when everyone else vacated the room, too focused on the man slowly breathing below him and on choking back the tears threatening to fall down his cheeks.
“Do… don’t call me… that at a… a time… like this…” Byakuya’s voice was stilted, so soft that it could barely be heard. He had already cried his tears, he had already given up. He knew he was dying… even if he didn’t want to, he was going to die. “I… I have some… something I need to… tell you…” He had put so many things off thinking he had more time, un-numbered days to spend with his redheaded lover but now he knew he only had mere minutes before they had to say good bye forever. “I… I love you Renji…” He whispered, forcing his none responsive body to move, his cool hand touching the other mans cheek.
“Byakuya… please…” Renji’s voice caught in his throat, the barely restrained tears falling freely down his cheeks now. No… he couldn’t say that… not now! He couldn’t say it now that he was leaving him! “You can’t leave me, Bya, you can’t. Not now…” His hands cupped the other mans cheeks, holding him as he shuddered.
“Shhh, Renji.” Byakuya whispered softly, swallowing as he tried to tug Renji down. “Ju… just kiss me… tell me you love me…” Say good bye… He left that part out though, knowing that it would just make Renji break down even faster. He needed the other man to hold out for a while longer. Just a little while longer…
“You know I love you.” Renji murmured, pressing as close as he could without putting too much pressure on the other mans body. “I love you so much… that’s why you can’t leave…”
“Kiss me…”
Renji’s heard broke a little more at the fading words, a soft sob bubbling up in his throat as he leaned down to kiss his lover, his hands holding his face protectively, lovingly. He pulled back long enough to hear Byakuya murmur a soft word before he was being pulled down into another kiss, this one lasting until he felt Byakuya’s hand fall away from his face, the lips under his own stilling to a stop. He pulled back moments after that, looking down at Byakuya with wide eyes. “No… you can’t do this to me… you can’t leave with out letting me say goodbye!” With a soul shattering scream, Renji fell onto the lifeless body under his own, crying harder then he ever had in his life before.
He was broken.
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“Come on Renji… just for an hour.” Ikkaku murmured, gesturing out the door while Yumichika tried to drag the redhead out of his quarters. He had been holed up in his living quarters since his captain had died, refusing to come out even when they had tempted him with booze and food.
“No… I have something else to do tonight.” Renji murmured, pushing Yumichika’s hands away and looking up at him with dead eyes. “Next time.”
“Come on Renji… it’s been two months… just come with us for one hour.” Ikkaku said, reaching forward to help Yumichika tug the lieutenant out of his quarters.
“I said no!” Renji pushed them both away, shoving them out the door. He was panting again, his eyes threatening to water with the tears he still couldn’t seem to stop. “I have something else to do, so get the fuck out!” He was trembling by the time he got them out, his breath coming in soft, desperate gasps as silent tears slipped down his cheeks once again. He couldn’t help it… he couldn’t help but think of Byakuya, think of living forever with out him, running a squad… having friends.
He couldn’t handle it.
Later that night Renji made his decision. If he couldn’t have Byakuya, if he couldn’t live with his lover, he wouldn’t live at all. He filled his tub with water, slipping into the steaming pool before he lifted a knife to his wrists. This would be his end… it was a fitting one, Byakuya had died from blood loss and so would he. He drug the knife along his wrists without hesitance, spilling his own thick blood before letting himself slip under the red tinted water.
Goodbye.
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AN: Writers Block Series.
Thank you to [u=CrimsonKiss89] for this prompt, I hope this is something like what you were looking for!
WARNINGS:
Character Death
Angst
Suicide
Thank you everyone who’s reading this. I would like to request that if you read this, please leave a comment about what you think of it, I really need to be told that I don’t absolutely suck (but if you think it sucks… well, that will just suck), I’m getting almost to the point that I’m thinking about stopping writing again. If you want to know why, you know how to get ahold of me.
The thumbnail was posted on creative commons on flikr and can be found http://www.flickr.com/photos/digitalparadox/16900939/
“He’s dying Renji… there’s nothing we can do.”
“He… he can’t be…” Renji whispered, his body trembling as he looked up at the captain of the fourth division. Everyone had been hurt in the battle, some worse then others. Rangiku had, had her lower right side mangled, Hinamori had broken almost all every bone in her body… even Shuuhei had cracked a couple ribs and punctured a lung. But for him to be… dying... no… it just couldn’t happen. Fuck! He wasn’t even there to protect him, he was stuck in that god forsaken Hueco Mundo for the entire fucking battle. He hadn’t been a help at all!
“I’m sorry… if you want to say any last words…”
The redhead was up and off the bed in seconds, pushing his way throw the crowd of people to make his way to the other mans room. He was panting by the time he got there, his own injuries irritating his breathing and making him weak. But he didn’t care… no… this was all about him. He looked down at the other man, the once strong and vital man on the bed. He looked so weak now… so broken. He didn’t look right… he could never look right like this. Not him…
Byakuya Kuchiki.
“Captain…” Renji whispered softly, leaning over the injured man and looking down into his barely open eyes. “God…” His shaking hand slid up, touching the noble’s blood spattered cheek, taking in the fading warmth there. He didn’t even notice when everyone else vacated the room, too focused on the man slowly breathing below him and on choking back the tears threatening to fall down his cheeks.
“Do… don’t call me… that at a… a time… like this…” Byakuya’s voice was stilted, so soft that it could barely be heard. He had already cried his tears, he had already given up. He knew he was dying… even if he didn’t want to, he was going to die. “I… I have some… something I need to… tell you…” He had put so many things off thinking he had more time, un-numbered days to spend with his redheaded lover but now he knew he only had mere minutes before they had to say good bye forever. “I… I love you Renji…” He whispered, forcing his none responsive body to move, his cool hand touching the other mans cheek.
“Byakuya… please…” Renji’s voice caught in his throat, the barely restrained tears falling freely down his cheeks now. No… he couldn’t say that… not now! He couldn’t say it now that he was leaving him! “You can’t leave me, Bya, you can’t. Not now…” His hands cupped the other mans cheeks, holding him as he shuddered.
“Shhh, Renji.” Byakuya whispered softly, swallowing as he tried to tug Renji down. “Ju… just kiss me… tell me you love me…” Say good bye… He left that part out though, knowing that it would just make Renji break down even faster. He needed the other man to hold out for a while longer. Just a little while longer…
“You know I love you.” Renji murmured, pressing as close as he could without putting too much pressure on the other mans body. “I love you so much… that’s why you can’t leave…”
“Kiss me…”
Renji’s heard broke a little more at the fading words, a soft sob bubbling up in his throat as he leaned down to kiss his lover, his hands holding his face protectively, lovingly. He pulled back long enough to hear Byakuya murmur a soft word before he was being pulled down into another kiss, this one lasting until he felt Byakuya’s hand fall away from his face, the lips under his own stilling to a stop. He pulled back moments after that, looking down at Byakuya with wide eyes. “No… you can’t do this to me… you can’t leave with out letting me say goodbye!” With a soul shattering scream, Renji fell onto the lifeless body under his own, crying harder then he ever had in his life before.
He was broken.
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“Come on Renji… just for an hour.” Ikkaku murmured, gesturing out the door while Yumichika tried to drag the redhead out of his quarters. He had been holed up in his living quarters since his captain had died, refusing to come out even when they had tempted him with booze and food.
“No… I have something else to do tonight.” Renji murmured, pushing Yumichika’s hands away and looking up at him with dead eyes. “Next time.”
“Come on Renji… it’s been two months… just come with us for one hour.” Ikkaku said, reaching forward to help Yumichika tug the lieutenant out of his quarters.
“I said no!” Renji pushed them both away, shoving them out the door. He was panting again, his eyes threatening to water with the tears he still couldn’t seem to stop. “I have something else to do, so get the fuck out!” He was trembling by the time he got them out, his breath coming in soft, desperate gasps as silent tears slipped down his cheeks once again. He couldn’t help it… he couldn’t help but think of Byakuya, think of living forever with out him, running a squad… having friends.
He couldn’t handle it.
Later that night Renji made his decision. If he couldn’t have Byakuya, if he couldn’t live with his lover, he wouldn’t live at all. He filled his tub with water, slipping into the steaming pool before he lifted a knife to his wrists. This would be his end… it was a fitting one, Byakuya had died from blood loss and so would he. He drug the knife along his wrists without hesitance, spilling his own thick blood before letting himself slip under the red tinted water.
Goodbye.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
AN: Writers Block Series.
Thank you to [u=CrimsonKiss89] for this prompt, I hope this is something like what you were looking for!
WARNINGS:
Character Death
Angst
Suicide
Thank you everyone who’s reading this. I would like to request that if you read this, please leave a comment about what you think of it, I really need to be told that I don’t absolutely suck (but if you think it sucks… well, that will just suck), I’m getting almost to the point that I’m thinking about stopping writing again. If you want to know why, you know how to get ahold of me.
The thumbnail was posted on creative commons on flikr and can be found http://www.flickr.com/photos/digitalparadox/16900939/