Salvation

Chapter 10

She should have known that there would be more than mere 'touching' involved. As soon as they had silently padded over to his room that only had a desk lamplight on, she had felt that she would eventually give in to him.

She had been the first one to enter, her gaze landing on the messy bed. For some reason seeing that familiar yet foreign bed was like a harsh slap since he had always had the same bed since they were kids. Now it seemed unrecognizable because he probably wanted her to get on it.

"We have to be very quiet...," his voice whispered behind her and she blushed at realizing that his voice sounded nearer than she had first thought. He was standing just inches behind her.

His questioning tone was soft, "Are you scared of me, Tatsuki?" and much closer than imagined. This time his body heat was nearly burning her clothed back. Just having him standing so close to her, was making her shiver uncontrollably. He had still been aroused when they'd left the twins' room. She had seen a clear outline of his erection in the dark hallway during the short trip to his room.

"No," she lied. He wasn't being himself and briefly she wondered how he would be in bed, not that she had any actual sexual experience to compare what he wanted to do to.

"Oh."

She jerked when both of his hands gripped her hips and gently pulled her back to his front. Gulping, she closed her eyes at how that long intimidating thing he had her touch moments earlier pressed firmly against her ass. He slowly grinded his hips, making her feel how hard he was as a gasp left him.

Dragging his hands away from her hips, he caressed the sides of her waist, lifting her shirt in the process.

"You have a beautiful body, Tatsuki."

Biting her lower lip to keep from biting his head off for lying, her body swayed as those large hands of his skimmed the soft skin of her ribs, lightly tickling her before cupping her breasts underneath her oversized shirt. His erection jerked against her ass just as he pinched her already hardened nipples between his fingers. Tweaking the tight little points teasingly, he shifted behind her so that his face was next to hers.

"You don't believe me, do you?" his breath had the side of her face tingling hotly.

"It's... It's not that," her voice cracked and she winced at how he affected her enough to make her feel stupid.

Leaving one of her erect nipples, his free hand did a slow caress down to her stomach until reaching the waistband of her shorts. His breathing hitched, showing how excited he was as his fingers squeezed between the elastic band and her skin. She shuddered when he pushed his hand down, going past her panties and brushing lightly over her pubic hair.

"You don't mind if I touch you here, right?" the fingers still tugging at her nipple tightened and for a moment she feared she would pass out at how hot her core had become at having him just do that.

"I don't mind. You... you said touching, didn't you?" she tried to sound demanding and only came out sounding unsure.

"I'll only do what you let me," there was a hidden meaning in his words. Like when they had been in his sisters' room and he had 'convinced' her into leaving with him.

"Okay..."

Knowing that they weren't supposed to make much noise, which in some way made what they were doing seem dirty and childish, she clenched her teeth when he moved his hand until his middle finger glided between her very wet aroused folds and over the sensitized nub there.

Why am I agreeing to this? That was what she had kept asking herself for the last couple of minutes. Ichigo was mentally unstable and clearly wasn't thinking straight and unfortunately, neither was she. He had teased her until she had given into what he wanted. They were taking advantage of each other. She in her growing curiousity and him in his need to dull his pain. How fucked up they both were...

I just hope we're not making a huge mistake.

His middle finger rubbed as the rest of his fingers expertly spread her folds so that her clit was left vulnerable for more direct contact. The ease in which he slid that digit proved just how wet she had become since he begun to sexually pressure her into being with him. Circling the swollen nub, applying enough pressure to have her stomach tighten, he then pushed further downward until his fingertip was prodding her dripping entrance.

With her heart beating so hard, she tensed when his finger entered her. The fingers tugging at her nipple gave a specially hard pull, twisting it and the loud rasp that earned him was foreign to her ears. It sounded feminine and hungry as that long finger went deeper into her core, until the palm of his hand grinded against the mound of her sex.

"You feel so good..." there was pained strain in his whisper and in response her inner walls tightened around him. "So damn good..." he pulled his finger out and thrust it back in and her knees bucked, but thankfully, his hand at her breast stopped its torture to hold her by squeezing it and pushing her back tighter to his chest.

Just listening to him was pushing her to the edge. To tell the truth, she didn't know how long she would last while he began to move his finger in short shallow thrusts that kept the heel of his palm firmly rubbing her nub.

"Ichigo...!" in a last minute attempt to stop him from going further, she grabbed his wrist but he just pulled his finger out to press and circle her sleekened nub with enough speed to viciously push her to her breaking point.

Feeling all blood rush to her face, she snapped her eyes wide open and cried out as her body convulsed against him, her bottom unwillingly rubbing his length making his breathing speed up. Her hand gripped his wrist strongly when her orgasm overwhelmed her.

Crap... He did that by just using his finger?

A bit embarassed at her reaction, she swallowed dryly, trying to even her breathing as to not seem too obvious at how new the sensation was for her. She was sure he had made plenty of girls feel that way and that was what kept her from fully showing how much she enjoyed it.

"Let's go to the bed," the heat of his hand slipped away and he took his hand out from under her shorts. The sound of elastic slapping her skin at that action richoteted in the room.

The bed. Her eyes shot to the innocently awaiting bed at his words.

Taking his other hand away from her breast so that her shirt fell back in place, he walked from behind her, heading towards the messy bed and she grimaced at how weak her legs felt without him supporting her.

Before sitting down on the edge of the bed, he lowered his boxers calmly to his ankles and stepped out of them as if it were the most natural thing in the world. He had yet to see her naked and she was still shy at about showing him her entire body, but he didn't seem to have any problems showing her his.

Having her experience limited to what other girls had told her over the years and watching some scenes from hentai, seeing his nude body was shocking to her, mostly since he was there and very real... and he wanted her.

"You said you weren't scared," he smiled gently at her in a way to soothe her already wild nerves.

"I'm not," she lied again, the words leaving her lips too quickly. Biting her lower lip, she proved her point by abruptly pulling her shirt over her head and dropping it by her feet. As embarassed as she was, there was no way in hell she was going to let him see how trully intimidating his over-experience was.

His eyes widened at what she did, but he didn't say a word as she forced her legs to walk towards him.

Just touching..., she told herself, her eyes stealing a glance of the long tool standing between his legs. The dim lighting of the lamp didn't show her every detail and for that she was thankful since that meant that not all of her imperfections were clearly visible to him. However, she could tell that he was rather large. Much larger and thicker than she had guessed by touching him in the darkness of the other room. It had her wonder if he had grown bigger, which seemed impossible.

As if knowing it was being stared at, his cock twitched and she shivered inwardly before sitting beside him. Unlike in the past, she made sure that her bare arm brushed his so that he knew that she was serious about continuing.

"You need to relax, Tatsuki," he looked at her amusedly, his hand touching one of her knees.

"I am relaxed!" she snapped, glowering at him and he just laughed.

I'm acting like a frightened virgin... Which is what I am, damn it all to hell! her cheeks stung so much she was getting a headache.

"If you say so," his smile didn't leave his lips as he moved off the bed. Kneeling on the floor before her, he placed his other hand on her uncovered knee so he could spread her legs. Her eyes were large and his grin widened at that.

Closing the space between them, that rigid length of his standing between them, he softly commanded her, "Lay down."

"I thought I was supposed to do the touching!" her eyes narrowed in suspicion as his hands squeezed her knees.

"But I want to touch you first."

Studying him hard for a couple of seconds and only seeing how intense his eyes were on her face, she finally gave him a nod and laid her naked back on his cool sheets.

It feels weird letting him do this. There was no helping it. He was someone she had known for most of her life and seeing him differently, as a sensual familiar stranger was discomforting and thrilling at the same time. She wanted him, yet there was something in the back of her mind screaming that giving in would create even more conflict between the two of them.

Staring at the ceiling, she yelped in surprise when he tauntingly bit and tugged at the cloth covering her core.

"What the hell, Ichigo?!" she half-shouted down at him and he just glared at her, suddenly angered by her response.

"What did I tell you about making too much noise?!" he gritted at her from between her thighs.

"But, you're..." it was hopeless. "I'm... I'm kind of wet there." It was mortifying just admitting it. She didn't know much about anatomy, but the thought of him even thinking of putting his mouth there was scaring the shit out of her. One thing was using his hand, but his mouth, even if she had her clothes on? No way in hell!

"I know you're wet there, Tatsuki. That's why I want to do it," his tone was sharp as if he were trying to convince her stubbornly to quit stalling him.

"Fine! Do whatever you want to it!" she was getting pissed and that combined with arousal was lethal.

His brows shot up at her hiss.

"Are you really sure you want me to do that?" a smirk lifted his lips. "Because I have a couple of things in mind."

Her heart began to thunder wildly.

"A couple of things...?"

Looking away from her face, his heavy hungry gaze moved towards the spot he had put his mouth on. "Just let me take the lead, alright? You'll like it..."

Sucking in a couple of deep breaths, she forced herself to relax on the bed, giving silent permission for him to proceed. His fingers skimmed the sides of her hips, hooking to the elastic holding her pants in place. She gasped, knowing that he wanted to really put his mouth to her sex and instinctively her hips thrust off the bed to help him remove her pants along with her soaked panties. Just having the last of her clothing brushing her skin at being removed, strengthened her already mindless arousal. She couldn't believe that she could be so feverish and was becoming hotter with every passing second.

Lowering those bothersome garments over her thighs until she had to put her legs together so he could completely take them off, she trembled at feeling some air caress the wet heat between her legs.

Hearing the clothes fall to the floor, he then whispered to her, "Raise your legs."

Shooting him a glance, she saw that he wasn't looking at her, but at the part of her that he wanted to tease. He had that consuming hunger in his eyes again. The kind that made her lower belly tighten bittersweetly.

Lifting her legs so that she was open whole to him, she shivered once more when his hands caressed the sensitive skin under her thighs before reaching the back of her knees. He raised her legs higher so he place them on his hard smooth shoulders.

Her face heated at how close his parted lips were to her now. With her ass literally lifted off the bed, he could look directly at her glistening sex. Unable to tear her eyes away, she watched him as his mouth decended towards her folds. His tongue flicked out and licked shaply at her slippery nub and she cried out at how tender it was.

"Remember... Don't make too much noise," he whispered hotly against her and she bit her lip begrudgingly.

That was when he opened his mouth wider to suction her clit firmly. Her teeth dug into her lower lip at how the wet heat of his mouth had her entire body about to combust and somehow had her core tightening reflexively. Her thighs shuddered as he pressed his suckling mouth harder on her. He was pulling at it, making it more sensitive than it already was. Some liquid heat seeped out of her and as if sensing that it was escaping her insides, he quickly moved his mouth to lick her opening, cleaning up the trickle before it disappeared on the sheets underneath her.

His breath was so hot on her and it warmed her sex as he once again returned his attention to her swollen little nub. Circling it and then skimming his teeth over it to further drive her crazy, he groaned deep in his throat.

Not wanting to be too loud, all she could do was breathe harshly through her nose while watching his mouth working busily. She couldn't look away, regardless of how intimate and shameful it was to see him suckle and lick her.

Her hips couldn't stay still and undulated under him gently. If it had been up to her she would have probably bucked both him and that damned mouth of his away from her, yet she wanted to prolong the feeling of him there and forcing herself to keep from losing it was driving her crazier.

Feeling that her stomach was convulsing and clenching, she gripped the sheets and arched her back off the bed, nearly suffocating when his tugging and quick successive tongue flicks brought her to yet another orgasm that seemed to be shockingly stronger than the one brought on by his hand. Her chest shook as her pants grew in desperation until subsiding in agonizing relief while he started to sadistically lap at her. Not being able to make noise was cruel because something that sinfully good wasn't meant to be kept silent. Holding her scream back had seemed to strengthen her agony.

When his mouth left her, she felt that eerie unnerving coolness again.

"Do you really want me to do whatever I want?"

She frankly didn't give a shit what he did anymore. Her body was almost boneless after what he had done and he knew it.

When he unhooked her legs from his shoulders, her legs fell heavily back down on the bed.

"Tatsuki...?"

"Hmmm?" she lazily looked down at him and felt her heart skip a beat at how serious he had become, his once listless stare more focused on her face.

"Do you really want me to keep going?... No matter what?" he questioned, then licked his wet lower lip while keeping his eyes on her.

Why does he keep asking this?

Taking away her punishing teeth from her now split lip, she whispered weakly, "I told you to do whatever you want..."

Narrowing his lust glazed eyes, he crawled up her body. He felt very differently on her than when she had clothes on. His body was harder than she had imagined and all of the hard ridges of his chest and stomach were very defined, making her feel almost delicate compared to him.

Placing both hands on the matress beside either sides of her head, he lifted his chest off her while pressing his lower body between her legs. Her heavy-lidded eyes widened slightly at how the bottom side of his length rubbed over her wet slit.

"You want to know what I feel like?"

Her whole body flushed at what he had just asked and she didn't answer since she was both numbed and confused.

"What I feel like inside of you?" that hard column of flesh purposely glided over her to show her what he meant.

If he kept talking like that she would have yet another climax, she was sure of it. Gulping, she let her eyes wonder down at the glossy tip of his tool as he gave another promising thrust.

Opening her mouth, no actual words came out. She didn't think she could truly speak at all.

"Guess I'll have to get an answer out of you someway," though there was no smile on his lips, he did look amused by how he had overwhelmed her into being submissive. Reaching between them, he wrapped his fingers around his length and pulled away. At first she thought he would immediately impale her, but what he did to her next was much worse.

He used his tip to circle her entry before giving it a playful threatening nudge. She tried to speak again and still couldn't utter a word, only a whimpering as her toes curled in anticipation. Running the tip between her folds, he did the same maneuver of circling and pressing at her sex without coming close to entering her.

He's fucking killing me! Ichigo was just toying with her so she would order him to put her out of her misery.

Taking in a deep sharp breath, she managed to gasp with some effort, "Stick it... in! I don't... care anymore!" Man, she almost hated him for pushing her into saying it. It had been his main goal from the begining. Torturing and pressuring her until she couldn't even think coherently.

If she didn't know any better, she would have thought that the flash in his darkened amber eyes was triumph. Grabbing her left leg, his hand dragging from the back her knee to her ankle, he raised his body higher placing her leg on his shoulder to open her wider for his thrust. Still holding his thick long sex in one hand, he positioned himself and she clenched inwardly at realizing that the monstrous thing was going to enter.

There was no time for regrets when his tip stretched her. Due to how wet she had gotten under his torture, the widening of her entrance wasn't as painful as she would have thought. It stung and somehow itched when he steadily pushed himself in, her virginal walls unaccostumed to having something of such girth within it.

Halfway in, he paused to rear his hips back before punching completely in, taking her by surprise. Her mouth opened to rasp out in discomfort as he speared her fully. There was no sensation of the tearing of a hymen but that didn't mean that it didn't hurt. In fact it made her lower belly ache at how deeply he had lodged himself.

Damn it! Why did he have to be so freaking big?! He was almost splitting her in half and she couldn't stop her muscles from trying to push him out. Having her leg raised so high only made the impaling more profound.

His face contorted in pleasure as he held himself still, his sex seeming to throb inside. When he looked down at how their sexes joined, he groaned and gave a sinnous thrust that didn't pain her. It had been just a light pulling at her overly stuffed insides. He was obviously trying not to hurt her more than necessary.

"Tatsuki...," hearing her name spill from his lips in a whimper nearly had her believing that he truly desired her and not what her body could offer him temporarily, though his eyes were glued to the sight of him slipping in and out of her.

Her body growing used to the push and retreat of his sex, relaxed only slightly as she experimentedly moved her hips at an angle to deepen his slow strokes. He also shifted his hips so that he didn't go in too deeply, as if that were possible.

"Do you want to look at us...?" her eyes widened at how hazed his eyes were with lust. "See how we look together...?"

Not knowing what to say, she glanced down between them and him, clearly wanting to help her, leaned forward, raising her leg even higher to grip the back of her head. Grabbing a handful of her hair, he made her look at how he entered and retreated in her body and she gasped in shock upon seeing his girth stretching her.

Holyshit!

Her lips parted in order to breathe. The sight of him surging, that long part of him wet and stroking her core affected her tremendously. The disbelief that he could actually fit was magnified when her eyes saw him pulling almost all the way out of her to punch back in deeply.

She ground her molars to keep from shouting at how good that rather painful thrust had felt.

"Keep staring...!" his spiky bangs brushed her forehead as he too watched his body connected with hers. Her stinging eyes feasted on his sex disappearing and reappearing with every increasingly hard thrust. For some reason her chest felt as if it were on fire, the same for her face when he sped up his pace. The sound of the mattress under her squeaking was ignored by both of them as he gradually started slamming into her powerfully.

It still stung vaguely, but having him slipping and widening her with his thickness as such a fast speed helped in bringing pleasure to overlap her initial discomfort.

"Ichigo...!" she cried helplessly when her eyes could barely keep track of how fast he moved. Not knowing what to do with her hands, she unfisted the blankets and grasped his shoulders, scoring his skin with her nails. She couldn't scream! Damn it!

His pounding grew in shocking strength and the grip on her hair tightened to the point of pain, but she didn't pay it any mind. Her body was enjoying itself too much for her to really feel anything other than him drilling her so desperately.

Hearing how his breathing became harsh and loud, she knew that he was close and so was she due to how her sex kept flexing, accepting his punishing tempo thirstily and knowing that he was going to fill her didn't alarm her as it wisely should have because her sex was pratically suckling him into release. By the way he was acting, he knew that if he pulled out to come, she would climax without him.

"You want to feel how I come inside you, huh?!" her lips gaped helplessly at how he growled that roughly. She wanted to know how his heat was like in spite of how dangerous it was for them to have sex without using any form of contrapceptive. It just didn't matter to her anymore, at least in her sex-crazed mind.

Just as her third orgasm that night had her walls shudder around him, something warmly hit her insides. Her body greedily accepted it all as he pushed himself as far he could go and held firmly. The sensation of his thick filling essence had her moaning since it in some way made her own release more potent just by having her core milking every drop he ejaculated.

It was almost perfect, if she didn't think about what had made them do it in the first place.

Wincing mentally at how she had just thought of that at that precise moment, she rested her head on the mattress, physical exhaustion finally taking hold. His breathing was just as fast and as uneven as hers and she could feel his hardness still jerking strongly within her in aftershocks.

I really hope he doesn't want to continue this all night. I'd die if he does.

And what made the shame of taking advantage of him worsen were his next whispered words that cheapened and pratically hurled her into self-disgust.

"Thank you."

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A/N: ICHIGO, YOU DEGENARATE BASTARD! LMAO I'm way too freaking picky! I had written one lemon and then I wrote another one at the last minute because I wasn't satisfied. GAH! I'm much more used to writing agressive sex, so doing something less agressive was a huge challenge for me! Poor Ichi didn't want to overwhelm Tatsuki too much (he just knew that she would kick his ass and hightail out of there if he had been too forward, so I 'tamed' him down for her first time). I'm gonna go sulk in a corner now! Hope people liked! I'm not used to writing tame stuff (if any of you read my very short Rangiku and Yumichika het-lemon/oneshot, you'll know that it took me AGES to write something that 'soft'. Gentleness and soft-core 'first times' just don't go it for me and I like raunchy violent sex. Damn, I sound so slutty saying that! *blushes*) At BattleCry Hope you liked it! I'm my own worst critic and would really like to know if you enjoyed reading it *anxious look*. This is not what I'm used to writing (I'm more into rapacious lemons), but I didn't want to make Ichigo into a bigger horny OCC jackass (at least not until later in the story. I plan on making him a really slutty because I depicting guys that way). *winces*

As for everyone else, please review and/or rate! =)